Dreaming Hollywood

Chapter 49

Three months later...

The filming of my first film has come to an end, it is so strange to think that soon I will be able to see myself on the big screen.  In these three months I have grown a lot, I feel older, more woman and yet I have not done anything special, Martin says it is normal, he says that it is obvious that after the first film you will feel older, almost as if you had matured  all at once.  In these months I have faced a very strange period, immediately after the first shots I fell into depression because I was afraid of not being able to complete this project, I was afraid of not being up to it anymore and I went back to drugs, also for  John's fault that he returned suddenly in my life, absolutely without being asked, it was a horrible period but I always had Martin at my side, even when I defeated the depression for the second time, indeed it was he who helped me to defeat it.

Martin asked me to go and live together and we finally got engaged officially, I have had a diamond ring on my finger for two months and I have accepted to go and live with him, I am only 18 but I made the right decision.  In the meantime, Martin has started recording both of his films, he is always away from home, day and night, two films are very stressful for him but he has accepted only for me and if soon my first film will be released, it is all thanks to him, it is a  pity though that to see Martin I have to relate to his films but those he recorded when he was little are very beautiful and when I watch them it is as if I have known him all my life.

We haven't had our first time yet though, I don't know it's as if when we have a little intimacy he was afraid, I see him little and I would like to share this side of life with him, I have always had sex with guys I didn't know  not even the name and I can't wait to have sex with him but I have decided to wait for him, when he is ready we will do it, there is no hurry.

As far as Max and Jane are officially engaged they too but they often quarrel, I'm afraid that they can leave even if when they are quiet they are just in symbiosis, so I don't really know what might come out of their relationship, as far as my  family I am happy, my mom and Sergio are happier together and although they were sad when I told him that Martin and I would go to live together they supported me as they did a few times in the world.

It is strange to make this report like this, after all, only three months have passed since the beginning of everything, yet years seem to have passed since I have matured.

But of one thing sure, I've never been so proud of me in my life like this moment.

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Hi guys, here's the forty-ninth chapter, soon the story will end even if it is still missing a bit.
I hope you enjoyed the story so far.
Altea

PS: I never asked you anything, what do you think of the story?  Are you enjoying it?
PPS: If you tell me that you are enjoying it, I will give you pizza