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Seconds passed but he did not answer. He just stared into my eyes like he was melting my soul. My heart continues to beat abnormally.
"Bakit?" sabi niya noong nagsalita siya.
"Anong bakit?" I asked, slightly confused.
"Bakit ka ganyan Kylie?!" he raised his voice so I was taken aback. Hindi ako nagsalita.
"Pinapalayo ako sa'yo dahil sabi mo hindi ka pa handa! Pero bakit ka ganyan! Bakit sa tuwing ginagawa ko ang lahat ng makakaya ko para makalayo sa'yo, patuloy kang napapalapit sa akin. Pinahihirapan mo ako Kylie." he said, almost crying.
"I didn't mean to do that,"
"Hindi mo alam kung gaanong pagpipigil ang ginagawa ko. Gusto kitang puntahan. Gusto kitang yakapin. Pero pinipigilan ko because I am respecting your decision! But you're making it hard for me. I told you before, I want you in my life," hindi pa rin ako nagsasalita. Alam ko na mali ako, mali na patuloy ko itong ginagawa dahil pinapalayo ko siya.
"I told you. Kung ipagpapatuloy natin ito ngayon, magkakasakitan lang tayo, that's why I'm pushing you away." mahinahon kong sabi sa kanya.
"You don't want to hurt me so you push me away. But you're already hurting me by doing so," he said then he left my room.
Hindi muna ulit ako pumasok. Nakatatlong absences na ako simula noong magtrabaho ako roon. Hindi ulit ako papasok kinabukasan dahil siguradong hindi pa maayos ang paa ko.
Maybe Kean was right. I don't want to hurt him so I push him away. But by doing so, I'm already hurting him. This is clearly the reason why I don't want to take a leap towards our relationship.
I love him, he loves me.
But love is not enough to pursue a relationship. It's not the only thing needed to keep it going. You need to work out on yourself first to give the other person the love that he deserves.
You need to love yourself first. Because if you do not love yourself, how can you love another?
During those two days ay nagpapa- deliver lang ako ng food. Hindi ako lumalabas kasi sobrang sakit ng paa ko. I received a text from my mother.
[May iniwan ako sa may pinto mo.]
When I opened the lunchbox, it has my favorite food. Kahit na ilang beses ko iyong kainin, hinding- hindi ako magsasawa.
After a week, hindi na namamaga yung paa ko at nakakalakad na ako nang ayos. Today is my day- off so hindi pa rin ako makakapasok.
I received a text from Gail na magkita kami sa isang restaurant. Siguro ay ibibigay niya personally iyong invitation. Gail and Denver are my college friends along with my bestfriend na kaklase ko naman simula high school. They have been in that relationship since college at ngayon ay ikakasal na sila.
"Gail!" I waved my hand when I saw her sitting on a bench.
"Kylie!" sinalubong niya ako and she kissed my cheek.
"I miss you so much," I said as I hugged her.
"Si Denver?" I asked.
"Susunod siya rito. Pinabibili ko lang ng ice cream," she said as she rubbed her tummy.
"Ice cream on a cold day?" I asked. Ang lamig lamig pero gusto niya ng ice cream.
"Hindi ko rin alam! My cravings are so weird these days. Ganito ata talaga 'pag buntis. Kaninang 3 am, nagpahanap ako kay Denver ng rambutan tapos ayon wala siyang nakita kaya medyo galit ako sa kanya,"
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