"did your childhood best friend pass away?" a girl asks as i talk to a fan.
i feel my heart stop as i turn to look at her. how would she know about jasper?
"who told you that?" i ask and she looks like she just saw a ghost.
"don't answer that." my manager shakes her head to the girl and i quickly get the girl's attention again.
"no. where did you hear that?" i ask, pressuring her to tell me.
"keep it moving." my manager pushes the crowd away and i roll my eyes.
it's one thing for these people to call my grandmother but it's another thing to stab an open wound.
•••
as soon as i get home i angrily throw my phone onto my bed and scream. tears begin streaming down my face and my phone vibrates.
hazza:
are you okay?i read the message and wipe my tears. i don't doubt that he saw the posts about jasper but i honestly don't want to talk to anyone about it.
me:
yeah !! ofc hahai respond and shake my head, knowing that i'm lying. harry already has so much to deal with so i don't want to add more reasons for him to worry.
"maryah, what's going on?" calum asks, worry in his voice.
"i don't know." i whisper. technically i'm not lying, i'm just not telling the whole truth.
"who are you talking to?" my manager asks, pulling my attention away from calum.
"calum." i respond dryly.
"you're not allowed to talk to him anymore." she shakes her head and my heart sinks.
"what?" i ask, not believing what i just heard.
"that's a new rule we're setting. no soulmates." she shrugs and my jaw drops.
"you can't be serious. he's my childhood best friend-" i argue but she stops me.
"and i'm the milk man. get over it."
•••
"are you okay?" madison asks. we've been hanging out all day but i keep zoning out because i'm exhausted.
"say yes." my manger pokes my side and i give madison a soft smile.
"yeah."
"are you sure?" she asks again, noticing that i'm lying.
"yeah." i blink away the tears and hold myself back from sobbing.
•••
"maryah?" calum asks, he's been talking to me for the past few days but my management has been keeping a close eye on me to make sure i'm not responding. "maryah are you ignoring me?"
"i can't-" i try to explain but my manager snaps at me.
"what did we discuss?" she raises her eyebrows and i quickly apologize.
"sorry."
•••
"maryah can we get a picture with you?" a girl asks as she and her friends wait outside the restaurant.
"yeah of cour-" i smile before management grabs my wrist.
"she's not in the mood."
"i'm sorry." i shake my head, not smiling anymore and the girls stop.
"but you just-" she begins to cry and i feel bad for her.
"i'm sorry." i apologize again before my manager pulls me away.
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talking to the moon//h.s.
Fanfictionwhen you turn eighteen you can talk to your soulmate. what happens to maryah when her soulmate happens to be harry styles? ••• based off of my pov on tik tok !! ••• undercase intended<3