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"hey, how's life?" madison answers the phone in a good mood and i feel my stomach do a flip.

"i don't know, it's alright." i shrug.

"tell her you won't be in the public eye for a while and make a good excuse." my manager angrily says and i sigh.

"i've been dealing with some things like every human being and i really didn't sleep much last night." i talk a lot so she knows something is wrong.

"i'm sorry." she apologizes out of pity and i smile.

"that's fine. i just think i need a little me time. i just think i need a little free time. a little break from the shows and the bus rides" my voice cracks.

"don't say too much." my manager warns me to stop talking.

"maryah what are you talking about?" madison asks and i sigh.

"the thoughts telling me i'm lost are getting too loud." i begin to tear up.

"are you okay maryah?"

"something funny is going on up in my house." i try to subtly explain.

"what are you trying to say?" madison asks.

"i gotta pack my car and take a new route." my breath is shaky.

"maryah do you want me to-" madison asks before i interrupt her.

"call harry."

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