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"maryah, please talk to me." harry begs. "we've been sitting here for hours and you haven't said a word."

he's not wrong, we've been sitting here since i got back and he's been trying to get me to explain what happened to me while i was gone.

"it's okay." i shake my head. "in a little bit of time it won't hurt so bad."

"i get that i don't get it." he shakes his head. "but if you get it off of your chest then you won't regret it." tears fill his eyes as if he's as hurt as i am.

honestly, i don't know if i'm hurt or not. i know that i should be, but i'm just numb.

"harry... you're not going to believe a word i say." i shake my head. "what's the point in just drowning another day?"

"i get that i don't get it." he repeats himself. "but if you tell me how you're feeling then i can help." he places his hands onto mine.

"i don't feel okay at all." i whisper. "i don't want to be alive anymore."

"there will be a day when you can say you're okay and mean it..." he begins to cry. "i promise."

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