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A new year, a new beginning...

But a resolution?

What to do here...

What should I choose?

Should I go the traditional route,

say I'll lose weight

or eat less

or exercise more?

Realistically, will that happen?

No, I won't lose weight,

I've told myself I'm happy with what I've got.

No, I won't eat less,

I'm too attached to pizza for that.

No, I won't exercise more,

I'll sit on my ass and watch TV,

that much is clear.

So I won't go the traditional route.

What, then?

Sure, I don't have to make a resolution,

but I want to. 

I want to do... something.

But what? 

What do I want to do this year?

I want to be a better person.

Maybe it's not traditional, but it's vague-practically the same thing.

But where do I begin?

When do I begin?

Should I start now, or should I wait and put it off a little longer?

Am I going to give up after a week?

Am I going to forget?

Why do I have to wait until now to make this change?

Why should I wait until now to make myself change?

God, how do I start?

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