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Seokjin: Autophobia

im back binches!! i know i said september but oops o well.

also, i have a new story out, as well as the new sickfics book! be warned: it will contain VERY heavy, triggering content, and wont have warnings at the beginning of chapters, so check it out at your own risk

request by xxs0ftm0chixx0 :)

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Seokjin's POV -

When you live with 7 boys, and all 7 of you live a very hectic, busy, scheduled life together, the last thing you are is alone. There's so much for us to do in one day that it's impossible to go elsewhere. If we do have the time to do something, then we're back before 11PM at the most. All 7 of us sleep in the dorm at once.

At first, it was almost sort of irritating. At home, I had a brother, sure, but we had our own separate rooms, and, since he was a good few years older than me, he rarely came to wind me up. We had a good brotherly bond, but it's definitely right to say that moving in with 6 practically strangers was a culture shock.

At first, we all shared that one room. We slept anywhere we could fit. There were four beds that we rostered between us, and a blow-up mattress, but the other two had to sleep on the sofa and the floor, so it meant sleep wasn't likely, and therefore the boys were grouchy, and therefore there were fights. You couldn't go to the bathroom without someone else being wedged in there, and there was no chance you could get changed in private. Everything was on show, and that's just the way we lived. I never wanted more for some piece and quiet. I want to be alone.

We've had a good few dorms over the years, and now, we're all lucky enough to have our own bedrooms, though Hoseok and Jimin still share for the comfort of each other. That, I really don't understand. How can you have a wank in peace when someone is lying in bed on the opposite side of the room?

I guess, after 7 years together, it's become almost homely. They're my brothers. They mean the world to me. I would do anything to protect them. When I get the chance to go home, I miss their voices ringing in my ears. It makes me feel empty when they're not here. I know they feel the same way. I couldn't go on without them.

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Which is why I'm shocked when, on the one day we get off a month - which is tomorrow, they all bundle into the kitchen, talking about the plans they have, and where they want to go after dance practice later. Things that they must have been planning for ages spew out of their mouths, jostling as they sit at the places at the table I had set down.

"Well, since my family only live a couple miles away, I'm going to go visit them, and spend the night with them. I'll be back late, maybe around ten, so I can be ready to be at the studio the next day," Namjoon says to Yoongi as he pours cereal into his bowl. "I already have the taxi booked, and they know I'm gonna be showing up kinda late, but that seems to make it a bit more exciting."

Yoongi nods his head as he swallows the bite of toast he'd shoved into his mouth whilst Namjoon was talking. "And I found this little basketball camp just North of Seoul. They've been begging me to check out their little rising stars, since, like, how cool would it be to meet an idol who loves the sport as much as you do? I know they'll be heaps better than me, but it'll be exciting. They want me to stay a couple days, but I can't, so I said I would show up later tonight, ready for tomorrow."

Jimin and Taehyung, who had been talking their own discussion together, perk up at the two hyungs' plans. Jimin claps his hands excitedly. "Well, I'm going to visit Ravi, because I haven't seen him for nearly a year now, and he's recently moved. He's only an hour away from here, and he's already said it's cool for me to spend the night."