All for you

Chapter 15

Heros POV

It's unbelievable how slow time seems to go when you're entire world is broken. Exactly 9 weeks ago, the best and worst moments during the entirety of quarantine happened for me.

The best, her voice sounding through the speaker piecing my shattered heart back together with just a few words. It was the second she spoke I realized she still loved me. The tone of her voice, the clear sorrow the moment she first announced her love for me wasn't there, everything assembled together and finally made sense. Well, all except the fact I was still left in the unknown about her reasoning for banning me from her presence.

The worst moment unfortunately occurred only seconds after my hope began building. The minute she hit the button putting our conversation to an end at the unwanted melody of Felix's words, I found myself in an angrier state than ever before.

Flashback

"What the fuck bro, why would you say that shit" I screamed as I continued to dial Jo's number only to be taken through to voicemail repetitively.

"Shit man I didn't know you were on the fucking phone I'm sorry" he spoke in a tone which I knew meant he was apologetic for what he had unknowingly done.

As I continued to press down on the call button, my mind wandered to the possibility of what could of potentially happened if our conversation wasn't cut short. She sounded like she was easing ever so slightly, like the hard demeanor she had clearly struck forward was loosening.

It was after my 12th time hitting the symbol that I'd been alerted she'd blocked me and every sprinkle of hope I'd gathered was demolished by a few fucking words.

At the realization of how some bitch managed to ruin my life even more than it already had been, my feet stormed towards the front door barging straight past Felix, my eyes becoming instantly glued on the green tongued skank stood before me.

"You fucking bitch" I stormed forward as Felix grabbed my wrists and tied them in place with his own. I never have or would consider laying my hands on a woman in such a way but right now, my anger saw her as nothing more than the reasoning behind Jo losing the trust she was clearly rebuilding.

"How could you do shit like that" I announced removing the small amount of tranquility that remained, "you jealous fucking cow"

At those words, Felix's hands dragged me towards the bedroom I'd barged out from, forcing me down onto the mattress and slamming the door shut.

"The fuck man, calm down"

"Fuck off Felix, you don't know shit about how much you just cost me" I screamed quiter than previous, my energy clearly starting to deteriorate.

"Yeah bro cause you don't talk to me anymore. All you do is mope around and drink your life aw-"

"You have no idea what it's like to be me right now Felix. No fucking clue"

"You're right Hero. I don't, not in the slightest" he started staring straight into my eye which I found were starting to water, "but one thing I do know is that acting like this, practically attacking Chanal out there isn't gonna get you anywhere other than a prison cell and I'm sure as hell Jo wouldn't want that shit"