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After we talked, I checked the underground site of the school. I saw numerous troll accounts that made a laughing stock out of my defeat. I just couldn't stop myself from reading them.
byutipul: Victoria 'Loser' Francisco
soon2beaprof: Gahahaha u cool, tori?
fnckindonut: Wag nga kayo baka umiyak na naman
reignamo: Duh tori giling ka na lang ulit sa bar u dont deserve naman to be the president ew
gomburza: Go Tori! Sabi ko na nga ba ikaw ang matatalo e HAHAHAHA
alwaysgorg: Fucking loser haha
Hindi na ako nag-abala pang isalin sa wine glass ang laman ng bote ng Sauvignon Blanc at ininom na lang ito diretso. It won't make me cry but it makes me so angry. Ano bang ginawa ko sa kanila? Bakit galit na galit sila?
If ever man na totoong bigla na lang akong nanampal sa bar kahit walang ginagawa, why are they angry? Sila ba ang sinampal ko? Magalit sila kapag sila na nakatikim ng palad ko! Kung gusto nilang tanggapin ko ang galit nila ay magpasampal na rin muna sila sa akin! Mas apektado pa sila sa totoong nakatikim ng sampal ko.
At kung totoong pinili kong kumabit for years, bakit sila ang nagagalit? I just can't understand that the people who I did nothing wrong were the ones who were so angry at me, to the point that they're making a laughing stock out of my first failure.
Ano 'yon? Nakikisawsaw lang sila? Sumasali sa hate bandwagon para cool sila?
If I'm not classy enough, I would really reply to every negative comment I saw at hahamunin ko sila ng sampalan. They never knew how strong my hands can slap. Tatabingi ang mukha nila.
Padarag kong ibinaba sa gilid ang phone ko at lalong inilubog ang sarili. Hindi ko napansing nakatulog na pala ako doon. Almost 11:00 PM na nang magising ako kaya naman nagbanlaw na lang ako at muling natulog sa kama ko.
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Nang magising ako kinabukasan ay nakita kong tanghali na. Hindi naman ako nalalasing sa wine pero bakit ang haba naman yata masiyado ng tulog ko ngayon?
I checked my phone and I saw few text messages from Maverick.
Maverick:
Sunduin kita mamaya.
I replied.
Me:
Why
Maverick:
Umuwi kaibigan ko galing Zambales. Nakwento ko na siya sa 'yo, 'di ba? Si Gian.
Me:
Ahh, okay. What time
Maverick:
Later, mga 5:00 PM love
Hindi na ako nag-reply.
I don't know why but I feel like I'm being cold with him. I know that I'm being unfair; he just wanted to...like, comfort me or be there for me now that I'm going through something.
Ayoko lang namang makita nila na...mahina talaga ako. Kaya hindi ko hinihingi ang presensiya nila sa akin.
I can't stop myself from being bad. Siguro kailangan kong bumawi sa kaniya mamaya.
Hindi na ako kumain ng breakfast dahil 10:45 AM na akong nagising. Naligo na lang ako at bumaba para kumain ng lunch.
After ko kumain ng lunch ay gumawa ako ng take home exercises namin na balance sheet at six-column work sheet. I'm just glad that everything's balanced. I know that I will get a perfect score for this exercise.
BINABASA MO ANG
Unchosen [Baguio Series #2]
RomansaBaguio Series #2 Victoria "Tori" Francisco, an Accountancy student, living a well-off lifestyle, meets Maverick "Mav" Vega-a scholar student of the same university, same course, and same class as her. Together, they will see the beauty of their hom...