Sinning like a saint // BJA

[36] Crazy

"So now... everyone knows... right?" I asked him, as we laid on our backs on my bed looking up at the ceiling.

"I think so? Our moms know- Tre and Mike know. School always seem to know,"

"So now what?"

"What do you mean now what?"

There was one thing I thought about from time to time I couldn't seem to shake. How Billie will always forever be my first kiss, but I wasn't even his. It was Mia. I mean it happened right in front of me.

"Well... everyone knows we're together... what happens now?"

I heard him chuckle before he sat up and turned to look back at me as I stayed laid down before he laughed. "It's so obvious you've never had a real relationship,"

"Thanks Billie joe, rub it in why don't you,"

"I'm serious! What do you mean 'what do we do now'? We have a relationship? Jesus Phee," he teased playfully nudging me.

I laughed getting up and shoving him back.

I did worry if what I had always wanted was wrong. What if we actually weren't suppose to be together, that we was always meant to best friends. What if this relationship between us doesn't work and we go back to being best friends, or maybe even nothing.

There were good and there were bad ways this all could play out. But I didn't mind, I mean- living in the moment. Right now: this was what I had always dreamed of ever since I was ten.

And now I had it. For now anyway.

"Ophelia!"

I heard my mom shout from the bottom of the stairs. Rolling my eyes, I left Billie on the bed and leaving the room as I reached the top of the stairs where she was stood at the bottom.

"Uhuh?"

She just laughed opening the front door that was in front of her, at the bottom of the stairs, where I saw two people waiting outside. My vision was cut off my the ceiling to see their faces, so I bent down slightly getting closer to the ground where Tre and Mike smiled up at me.

"Hi guys," I laughed slightly, pausing as I was just hovering over the ground.

My mom left with the door open as they walked in, Mike closing it behind him as I invited the both of them up stairs.

"Guess who's here," I mumbled walking back into my room as Billie sighed already knowing.

"Hey lover birds!" Tre exclaimed following me into the room.

"Hi Tre," Billie unenthusiasticly greeted as Tre jumped beside him on my bed.

"So... when are we gonna tell them the problem?" Mike asked Tre as he sat down on my desk chair, I stood beside Mike looking down at him confused and over at Tre.

"What problem?" Billie questioned before I could.

Tre let out a careless laugh. "Oh yeah... forget about that,"

"So are you gonna tell us about the problem or were you just planning on hanging out with us in Phees room while we wonder what the fuck is going on?"

"Jeez Bill,"

"Tre,"

"What?"

"Tell us!"

Tre flinched away from Billie on my bed at his sudden rise in his voice before Mike spoke back up from beside me.

"Its Ella,"

I rolled my eyes in the back of my head before folding my arms classically. "Of course it is,"