My Assassin Girl (The clash of the assassins and the gangsters)

HAPPY DREAMS

CHAPTER 21: HAPPY DREAMS

POINT OF VIEW: ZARREN KANG

Muli kong nilingon ang dereksyon ni Larren, pagkatapos ay ipinuwesto ko na ang aking mga daliri sa piano na kaharap ko. Huminga muna ako nang malalim at tumingin sa pader nitong GYM o mas dapat kong sabihing, sa kawalan ako tumingin. Hindi ko kase maiwasang balikan ang araw na una akong kumanta sa stage na ito kung saan ko unang narinig na pinalakpakan ako ni Larren...

Ang kantang ito, kakantahin at tutugtugin ko para sa kanya. Sana ay maintindihan n'ya ang nais kong sabihin na hindi ko masabi sa kanya ng harapan...

NP: ART OF LETTING GO

Put away the pictures, put away the memories 

I put over and over through my tears 

I've held them 'til I'm blind, they kept my hope alive 

As if somehow that I'd keep you here 

(Tama, matagal kong pinanghawakan ang ating nakaraan at pinagsamahan kaya naman ngayon...kaya naman ngayon parehas tayon nahihirapan...)

Once you believe in a love forevermore 

How do you leave it in a drawer 

(Of course, I once believed in Love that could last forever when I met you, but I've just realize that it was only a dream, a fantasy rather.)

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all 

Unchain my heart that's holding on 

How do I start to live my life alone 

Guess I'm just learning, learning the art of letting go 

(Saan ako magsisimula?? *Smile* Hindi ko rin alam. Ni hindi ko pa nga alam kung papano kita magagawang kalimutan, hindi ko alam kung saan uumpisahan. Hindi ko alam kung papano mag-uumpisa...)

Try to say it's over, say the word good bye 

But each time it catches in my throat 

You're still here in me and I can't set you free 

(YES! I can't! I can't set you free, but I have to. Kailangan kitang pakawalan para pare-parehas tayong makapag-umpisa muli.)  

So I hold on to what I wanted most 

Maybe someday we'll be friends forevermore 

Wish I could open up that door 

(Friends? *Smile* Hindi na rin, dahil alam kong habang malapit ako sayo hindi ako makukuntentong maging kaibigan mo lang. Mahal kita, pero hanggang dun na lang yun...)

Now here it comes the hardest part of all 

Unchain my heart that's holding on 

How do I start to live my life alone 

Guess I'm just learning, learning the art of letting go