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-Avi's Point of View-
"Hold me. Please."
I sounded so weak and desperate, but I was. As scared of it as I was, I missed Mitch's touch. I missed the support he would give. I missed him.
"I can't."
"Mitch-"
"I don't want to scare you."
Dammit, Mitch. This was my fault. If I hadn't let her push me around, I could support Mitch instead of him being too afraid to support me. Every time I felt his hand on my skin, this unwarranted fear would creep into my mind that he would hurt me. He would abuse me because I didn't deserve better. He would punish me for being untouchable, but I wanted him near me. I wanted him to hold me and tell me it would all be okay. Its cliché, but it's what I wanted. I was tired of having flashbacks.
I could vividly remember one of her worst joyrides. She drove around with no seatbelt on and crashed into a large truck, killing the driver and seriously injuring herself. I could remember the familiar pop sound as the car's front end made contact with gas-guzzler. I kept my head tucked into my knees until I could hear someone screaming my name. I kicked the door open and pulled myself out of the wrecked car, completely unharmed, except for a few scratches here and there. I looked back to the closed off leg section of the car I'd just pulled myself from and ran into Esther's arms. There was a very familiar ambulance weeping session that followed and I never talked to Rachael again.
I'd started to cry again. The memory itself was a nightmare I could never fully awake from. I lived my nightmare and it haunted me even while my eyes stared at the back of my lover's head. I felt sick.
"Avi?"
"Yes."
"Can... Can I hold your hand?"
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Team Single (Mavi)
FanfictionAvi and Mitch are the only ones of Pentatonix that are single. The other three members are constantly teasing them, but what happens when they've had enough? Avi comes up with a plan and drags Mitch along with him. Goodbye, Team Single.