Denied And Unnoticed

CHAPTER 59

Terrence POV

I hadn't seen her properly when she was at the table

She looked hot and sinfully attractive

She wore a gold dress that clung to her body in the right places, she had a really beautiful curvy body with a small waist

Her dress had a slit which ended mid thigh revealing her fair skin leg

Seeing her chest wow, it was blessed with the right size, it's good she hid them well at school

Her make-up was on point

She looked beautiful like she always did, but what I was seeing right now was a whole different level of beauty

I didn't care if she saw that I was checking her out

I just couldn't look away

I wish she at least agreed for us to be friends, that way I'd be close to her and appreciate her beauty

It was the closest I could be with her at least

"Terrence"

I looked at her

Gosh she's beautiful

I moved to her slowly until she was right in front of me

What can I say, she drew me close to her effortlessly

Her lips were very inviting as they moved slowly

She was talking, but I couldn't hear a thing she was saying. I was distracted by her beauty

I cupped her cheek and I heard her suck in breath

I caressed her cheek with my thumb wondering how we got here, close yet so far away

I traced her upper cheek slowly down to her lips admiring her and looked into her eyes

She looked at me with ...an emotion I couldn't quite pinpoint

I drew my eyebrows together in confusion

"Terrence are you listening?" She whispered, her eyes were glistening

Somehow I didn't hear that, I was looking at her trying to figure her out and what she really wanted

My eyes rolled to her lips again

I swallowed a lump in my throat unknowingly and looked away, what was I doing

Why was I trying to do this again, understand her. I was done with that, I promised myself not to do that again

With those thoughts I walked away from her and left the room

If I stayed a second longer, I was going to do something she was going to hate me for, more than she did now

She found me going out for a drive and that's where I was going now

I got downstairs, went to the kitchen and opened the door which led to the garage

I passed the cars until I found the one I had been using this week

I got in and started the engine and drove out

I had to clear my mind

It was clear I wasn't thinking straight as soon as she entered my room, God forgive me for the sinful thoughts that went through my mind that moment

I drove out of my home

What are you doing to me Catherine

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