Nyeisha white, is an 20 year old girl who just got out of college and an abusive relationship. she doesn't drink, smoke, nun of that. but then.. then she met somebody she never knew would change her life.
for better or for worse?
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- Bashar Jackson/Pop Smoke 💫 - - Brooklyn, New York -
"i know, baby" i sighed as remé cried while i slid her shoes on. "rem please stop crying, mama"
"ma!" she cried and i picked her up. "mama!"
"remé please.." i kissed her head bringing her out to the foyer where my mom and everybody else was.
today was Ny's funeral and it's safe to say i've officially lost myself.
my baby left me and i wasn't myself. even though it's been a month, it breaks me and the kids.
i've cried so much this past month.. way more than i ever had in my whole life.
my Fiancé, man.
the mother of my two kids and she was definitely more of kayla's mother then her actual mother was.
its definitely broke remé the most out of the kids. or at least that i can see.
kayla hides it and doesn't like to talk about it.. and kai just stays quiet.
Avia's cried hard too. Ny was like her second mom.
Ari's a goddamn mess.
but who am i to talk, so am i.
i never even got to see her walk down the isle, man.
never got to give her the wedding ring i bought for her.
never got to give her our last child to complete the family.
"aw princess" my mom sighed taking remé from me hearing her cry.
"i'm gonna get kay" i went back upstairs.
seeing kay sitting on her bed with her locket in her hand, i sighed.
i got her a locket with her and ny in it to remember that she was always with her.. but all it does is make her upset.
"baby" i sat next to her and she breathed in but it was shaky asl. "Kayla what i tell you?"
"no dad! you cant stop me from c-crying this time! moms gone and there's nothing we can do. just stop trying to make me feel better!" she went to get up but i pulled her back into a hug hearing her let everything go.
