Nyeisha white, is an 20 year old girl who just got out of college and an abusive relationship. she doesn't drink, smoke, nun of that. but then.. then she met somebody she never knew would change her life.
for better or for worse?
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- Nyeisha White - - New York, New York -
"come here" pops mom rubbed my back as i cried. we were in the waiting room for pop at the hospital with everybody here.
even Jenna and Fivio..
"what if he doesn't make it! what if they can't save him!" i pulled away. "oh my god oh my god" i started to freak out as i paced back and forth.
i bit at my nails as my tears continued to fall.
"where she at?" i heard Tjay say making my head snap up and once i locked eyes with him, i cried even more.
tjay's like my big brother.. if pops not there, he's always there. no matter what.
"I know" he rubbed my back hugging me tightly. "let it out, Ny. i won't stop you"
"i'm pregnant again" i mumbled. "and now, he probably won't see our baby grow up!" he sighed.
"Just have hope, ight'? don't give up so easily" he lifted my chin wiping my eyes. "he's gonna pull through"
"a-and if he doesn't?"
"then your gonna have this baby and be the best mother you could be, Ny" i shook my head feeling more tears coming. "Yes" he grabbed my chin. "you know it's what he wants"
"i need him. i can't do this without him"
"Bashar Jackson?" i shot my head up seeing his doctor walking in the room. "only her" she pointed to me.
i walked up to her by myself while everybody else stayed back.
"i-is he okay?" i wiped my cheeks.
"okay so after doing some tests, we found out his heart did give out and his pulse was in fact absent and he did pass" looking at her, more and more tears fell down my cheeks. "aw baby" she sighed. "i'm so sorry"
dropping to the floor, it felt like everything was in slow motion.
Ari got on the floor with me hugging me tightly as my cries turned into screams of pain as i literally felt my heart break.
