Nyeisha white, is an 20 year old girl who just got out of college and an abusive relationship. she doesn't drink, smoke, nun of that. but then.. then she met somebody she never knew would change her life.
for better or for worse?
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- Bashar Jackson/Pop Smoke 💫 - - Brooklyn, New York -
"fuckkk!" i groaned throwing a vase onto the floor before sitting back on the bed and putting my head in my hands beginning to cry again.
i'm not okay.
i'm not okay at all.
i fucked shit up with Ny and now i got nobody to go to.
i told her she meant nothing to me when she literally means the fucking world to me in every way.
i've blocked out everybody.
just being by myself.
i can't take this shit.
i pulled my phone out going straight to Ny's contact before hesitating a little.
i clicked her name letting it ring.
"hey" she said lowly.
"Ny baby i'm so fuckin' sorry.. i need you and i need you bad" i said completely breaking down. "your all i want, Ny. please come back to me, man"
"B-but you said-"
"i know what i said. i didn't mean it, ight'? i need you here with me Ny. ion' know what i'm finna do to myself if i stay without you" i could her hear her sniffles. "i need you more then ever, baby"
"i-i'm on my way" she said before hanging up.
looking down at the multiple empty bottles of Hennessy, it just made more tears slip down my cheeks.
i can't stop and i have no idea why.
i got up throwing them into the trash before going and sitting on the couch.
this shit hurts. i'm hurting my family
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"pop?" i heard Ny's voice making my eyes light up as i got off my bed and went down the hall soon seeing her standing in the kitchen.
i just pulled her into a hug hearing her let everything go while i did the same.
"Ny ion' know what's going on with me baby i can't control this shit! i'm so confused.." she pulled away. "i'm losing myself, Ny. i need you" she pouted wiping my tears but they kept falling.
