Nyeisha white, is an 20 year old girl who just got out of college and an abusive relationship. she doesn't drink, smoke, nun of that. but then.. then she met somebody she never knew would change her life.
for better or for worse?
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- Nyeisha White - - Los Angeles, California -
"why do you always leave me" i sniffled wiping under my eyes as i stared down at my phone's background which was a picture of me and pop from when we were 20.
i feel numb. so fucking numb.
that's my whole world.. and he's gone.
i'm all by myself now.
and there's nothing i can do to get him back
"Please just come back to me" i put my head in my hands beginning to ball again. "i can't do this by myself. it can't happen" i shook my head.
my phone blew up with millions of text and dm's this morning when i got to LA.
He didn't make it. his heart stopped last night and i.. i didn't know what to do.
i couldn't look at him like that
seeing him motionless on a bed i just couldn't.
I still don't know what to do
i need him. he's what's always kept me going.. he always saved me from myself.
"i just needa hear your voice again.. i need to hear your laugh, poppa" i looked up at the stars. "i need to hear you"
my sobs began to break through my chest as i shook my head.
he's not coming back.
sniffling, i got up and my phone began to ring.
pops mother's name came up and i just stared at it for a second.
letting another tear fall, i threw my phone hearing it shatter.
i'm so dizzy.. so fucking dehydrated. i haven't eaten anything since yesterday morning.
stumbling a little, i made my way into the bedroom and sat down on the bed as my head spun.
