Nothing Left To Say (Percico)

#36. I'm A Creep

FINALLYYYYYY.
Here is a chapter that is probably rubbish, but I wanted to give you guys a chapter SO bad, so here it is!

... Hopefully it's good enough, because my brain is not working x'D ENJOY!

ILY <3

Chapter #36 : I'm A Creep

~When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
He's running out the door
He's running out
He run run run run...
Run...
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here~

PERCY POV

"What's your favourite colour?"

"Is your hair black?"

"Why're you so small if you're old?"

"Are you a zambie?"

"Why are you wearing black?"

"Do you kill lots of monsters?"

"Why are you so white?"

"You're creepy... But I like you."

"Do you talk to ghosties?"

"Why do you walk only in the dark?"

"Do you have a girlfriend?"

"What's your favourite food?"

"Do you sleep ever?"

"Are you my best friend?"

I watched intently from the doorway of a big cabin-like building as dozens of children from the ages of five to eight ran around wildly. A certain pale ghost boy stood right in the middle of the whirlwind of bombarding invasive questions from the curious kids. All of them seemed to have strawberry jam smeared all over their faces. I found it absolutely adorable how Nico ran around the big spacious room full of massive windows, wiping every kid's face clean with a dish rag while being poked at by the little beasties. Nico was on kid duty today, after all. He always complained how it was his least favourite job, but I knew he secretly loved it, he was just too 'tough' to admit it.

"Ben! Snack time's over! Get back here, you little rascal!" The son of Hades called, a small amused smile playing on his lips as he chased the little boy down and wiped jam off of his face.

The boy smiled up at Neeks. "Can we play... uh, piggy back?"

Nico pursed his lips. "Again...?"

The little boy with tousled dirty blond hair nodded eagerly with an excited smile. I grinned at how adorable the kid was. Not once did I think I was being a creep, watching the guy I had feelings for playing with little kids. Nope. I especially was not considering the fact that I had probably seemed obsessive since we had kissed. Yeah, mouth to mouth action. Yesterday afternoon. In our apartment kitchen. After we admitted our legitimate feelings for each other. And I missed the taste of his lips already...