Rampage✔

Coiling emotions

His eyes sparkled in sick amusement. A familiar haunted smile tugged his lips upwards.  My mind still couldn’t believe that he was standing in front me. After all he’d done to me…

I yelped in horror when he harshly shoved into a nearby room and closed the door.

“What are you doing!” “Let me go!” I tried to run past him and open the door but he snatched me a away and shoved me into a wall.

His hand clasped my mouth so that I won’t scream. My hand shot up to pry his hand from my body but he was far too strong for me.

“Shhh baby. I don’t ruin our reunion by our pathetic screams.” He whispered in my ear.

My response was a hard bite on his skin.

He greeted his teeth and immediately retreated his hand from my mouth.

“Fuck you!” I spat.

His fist banged the wall beside me with such a sheer force that for a moment I lost my hearing.

“Don’t forget what I’m capable of.” He dangerously whispered in my ear.

My eyes burned up with upcoming tears but I refused to cry. This guy in front of me is my ultimate fear, the nightmare of my past.

He is Jake Kings. 

 Like his name, once he was he king of my heart, the center of my little, perfect world.

Eyes blue as ocean, hair black as midnight, he was the epitome of perfection. His posture, his every words were like music in the ear. 

My first love as well as my first heartbreak. It hurt like shit to see someone you love is loving someone else.  But it doesn’t matter anymore. He just used me after all. Just a stupid bet to fuck the snobby princess. And when he couldn’t, he threw me like I was a piece of trash.

His betrayal, his anger shocked me when I refused to give him what he wanted.  This me emotionally traumatized. It really hurt. To see him changing in the blink of an eye. I just could not believe it.  

He just left me in the middle of dark street to get almost raped by drunk pcsycos. I still remember it. That miserable when he threatened me to destroy my life if I try to expose him. I was heartbroken and then those disgusting men. Their animalistic laughter, hungry eyes, wandering hands. 

God saved me that night. They immediately ran away at siren of police.  I don’t even know how I managed to reach home.

But after that, my whole life became hell. I fell into depression. My insecurities grew more. I lost my confidence. Physical advances, intimacy made me scared. I became mentally ill. That’s why when someone invades my personal space, I panic. 

But everything changed after Mason’s death.

I almost forgot about me until..

“You betrayed me! You humiliated me in front of everyone!” I shouted out, all those pent up emotions started to pour out .

He laughed darkly while pressing his body against mine. “I never betrayed you. You are the one who slapped me remember?”

“It’s because you went too far! I was just 16 for God’s sake! How do you expect me to take our relationship towards intimacy? I told you I wasn’t ready! I told you to give me more time but you never listened! You did not even love me.”

He leaned down to my level and whispered. “Did I ever say I love you? Wake up from your little dream Casie. There is no place for love in this world.”