The book centres on the life of a depressed twin girl, Valerie who is struggling with life, trying to be "that perfect twin , the perfect daughter of the Wilson's but still wants to be alone, still she rebels, she's got no friends unlike her twin sister, Vanessa who lives the "perfect life" with good grades, a pretty face, droolworthy body, million followers on IG, verified tiktoker, popular friends, big celebrity lifestyle, loved by all and family. They both live in a dystopic society where nothing seems perfect, nothing is fine. But everyone is just practically SURVIVING Valerie struggles with a depressing life of drugs , loneliness, anxiety and fear of the unknown. ~~She tried and tried and tried and tried again till she finally gave up trying ~~