Random Thoughts

Play button

Today while I'm in English class I was thinking deeply. Time is an opportunity and I've been told that it can pass in the blink of an eye. But then I realized what I'm doing is just spending my time behind a grey desk in a cold room surrounded by people I don't know and one day I will never get the chance to meet again. Each one with their goals and hiding a plan that is waiting on the door to escape from the cage. While I was walking from class to class I put in my headphones to listen to the same playlist I used to listen to since I was 14 years old. Then a thought flew to my mind is pressing a play button can give me the chance to open the door so I can run out of the reality that I locked myself into for so long, can the play button change little things in my life? Or is it just another normal day in my daily boring routine, is it the same situation but a different place? I just realized that I've been living the same story for many years through decoding these lyrics, I just realized that I should start working on my own words. I want to feel free and I don't want my life to be written by someone else or a painting that I won't finish. I just will let my brush dance freely on my canvas because the element of surprise is both exciting and terrifying as also the thought of my future, I don't know if I will live till 100 or if I will make it to 17 but I decided that I'm starting on my own story today, I will start writing my ideas... I will change the way so I can write a different story that I would love to be in.. even if I will get lost or I will get into the wrong way but even on the darkest roads I will try to glow it up and I will accept it as a part of my journey... I will press the play button and I will keep going in doing the things I love in a story written by me...