Random Thoughts

Two Months

I started writing on Wattpad 5 years ago, I exposed myself because I really wanted one place where I can be myself without rules or barriers and by being myself I won't think of the consequences and I'm glad that Wattpad existed, was and still the place that I can be myself with no judgments... Writing is my life, my 911, my everything because I know that when I'm going through shitty things or happy moments I want to document the things that are happening with me and writing them to look at after months or years and remember every feeling I felt when I went in that situation or moment...

I wrote stories about everything that was hushed, especially harassment and rape, I wrote about life, identity, dreams, friends, family, respect, and many other things... When I write I put some of the things in my mind is to deliver a message, to make people aware of something, and to address the reader's heart and mind. Writing was never to be seen as a job to get money for me, it is something that I enjoy doing and I will always be happy writing about things that readers will love to know and read.

I know I'm not yet an adult but I know that age will not define how much experience you get, I know that experiences we gain through our lived days, through struggle, failing, and trying again. An old man aged 55 years, he lived his life always by the road that was built by his parents, he can't be wise because he is 55 years old. On the other hand, a female teenager 18 years, is an orphan, works hard to gain money and study I think she knows more about life than anyone... I advise people a lot in my writings but just on the things that I've been through and gained by my lived experiences... I am about to be 18 years old in April but I know that life in the past 17 years I lived it taught me a lot...

Today I just realized that time is passing very fast and I just had 2 months left in school and I will be done but I want to take the last two months as an opportunity to offer my best for studying and do my best and make my family proud of me and myself too... I want to give my best because after school a new life will be waiting for me... I will cut writing for 2 months but when I'm back I will be stronger in writing... I will have new books published, I will work very hard on Six Words Story and Random Thoughts too... Just be waiting for me, because I will be back in a strong way and I will be ready to tell my whole school journey...

my beloved reader,

stay safe, and take care of yourself ❤️❤️

ALL LOVE, ASALA REZEQ