Random Thoughts

Dear ex-best friend

I miss you like I'm missing parts of me... I remember all the moments we spent together.. do you remember that time when I made you laugh? It's been months since the last time we talked... I called you last week to ask you to make some plans.. but you didn't pick up... I said I love you and I ask you to call me when you are free.. but in my heart, I felt something died inside of me.. maybe that's how it feels to be replaced.. and now how it's been two years... I met you but I was afraid that you will not know me... it kinda hurts cuz it's insane.. that yea we walk by and it's like I don't even know you and I've never met you before... it's been two years and I'm learning that all the promises you made are burning like the embers and all the secrets have been broadcast like TV... I know things don't go as we planned... I think I messed up this time... but I want to tell you... I thought we were friends but we are enemies now..it hurts please can you pull your knife out of my back...