Random Thoughts

There is beauty in curves

I was watching a movie called tall girl, it's about a very tall girl and how she is bullied because of her height, and she is searching for a boyfriend who is taller than her. She was insecure about her height but in the end, she was so proud of who she is. So I can't deny it, I let some tears took their way in my face but I remembered once I was wearing a short dress and I went to a hairdresser, the dress show my legs and a few my thighs. I know that I'm fat, and I have big thighs but what I didn't expect that day is two ladies were gossiping about me, I heard them saying this dress doesn't fit me, it needs a skinnier girl. I smiled and I wasn't brave enough to face them. I think that day made me insecure about my body. Yes, I'm not skinny my weight is 65g or maybe more. I have a fat stomach, thighs, ass, double chin and I don't have a beautiful face either, I have pores, and yeah sometimes my hair is so messy. It took me a lot to be more familiar with the people's comments on me. But why should I care? Why I can't wear shorts, a dress and crop tops? Because you will see how fat I am? Or because it doesn't fit me? So should I wear a bigger or oversized t-shirt to cover my body? I don't care, yes I still sometimes feel insecure because of the comments.. but hell I don't care... I will wear a bikini, low waisted jeans, bright colors, short dresses.. because there's beauty in curves❤️