Why the hell do I miss people who don't miss me? Why do I care for those who don't care? I'm tired of thinking over and over.. and asking myself what if...
When will I understand that people go and leave.. when I will accept their leaving? I left.. and I miss everything I used to do...I hate how fake I am now... I hate that I can't act normally with those... Why can't life be easier? A lot of shit happened lately... I know whenever I write something I just focus on one thing.. but this part is meant to be a space to say everything I wanted to say but I couldn't...
"once I read a quote it says that we can be a package but we end up at the wrong place.. and then the receiver will miss handle us because they don't know what to do with you and at the first place they weren't expecting to have you.. and this quote just fucked me up... I feel like I'm a package that ended up at the wrong address.."
" I had a problem is when I truly love someone or a friend, I break my heart into pieces to fix their hearts"
"I feel that I'm under pressure... I don't know is it because I lost one of the most people I loved.. or getting hurt by someone you explained your pain to... it's the hardest thing that happened to me this month.."
"Since 2020 is almost done... I learned 3 things
It goes on, some people are meant to stay in my heart not in my life, and no matter how good my heart is I won't always get good things in return"
" I know I'm getting into the most 2 hard challenging years in my life... But the thought or the fact itself stresses me out so much, I wish things will get better soon"
Feel free to say anything you couldn't say...
Asala Riziq
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Random Thoughts
Non-FictionSome random thoughts that I think of at 2 AM or when I am sad or let's just say some feelings... I hope you will enjoy reading what's running in my mind before I fall asleep... Started: 5/6/2020 (ongoing)
