Random Thoughts

Dreams

With everything is happening, we still have dreams, it doesn't matter if we will achieve them one day, but just those dreams what keeps you alive, what helps you to keep trying to find a way... the dreams are what motivates the one to survive and go back on the road to fight for achieving the dreams and making them plans to be done... We think having dreams and goals is such a simple and stupid thing but you have no clue how many people are out there just their dreams what keep them alive to this day... So what's wrong with dreaming?

At 18, I dream that I will be at uni, studying medicine in a beautiful place. I will take my little brother to school if I passed the driving test which I think wouldn't be easy for me... I will take him and mom drive tours in the city, I will celebrate my sister's graduation and buy her many flowers and balloons... I will maybe get my 8th tattoo... maybe at 18, I will heal my wounds too and I will be free from guilt and happy with who I am...

At 24, I dream that I will finish uni and I'm a doctor finally but I will start thinking of what specialty I'm interested in... Maybe I will be searching for work... I dream that I will have maybe 10 books more written by me... I will celebrate my little brother graduating from school... maybe my mom, my little brothers and I will travel together to new places to try food and desserts and visit parks... I will also celebrate the 8th birthday of my niece Juju and the 7th birthday of my niece Sophia... Maybe my brother will be married and we will be celebrating his second childbirth...or my sister is engaged and we will celebrate her wedding soon...

At 30, I dream that I will have my own home, which is colorful with a cozy little kitchen with a table and a chair and a huge library full of books... Maybe I will drive my nieces and nephews to school... Maybe I will go on a Europe trip with my friends... I will finish studying at 30 and I will be a specialist doctor working in a hospital... We will celebrate one of my brothers graduating from university... I dream that I will have 20 books written by me... Maybe I will meet my favorite writer Gullimo Musso in Paris while I am on a work trip... I will also be attending my friends' weddings... Maybe I will meet my person

At 36, Maybe I will be married and I have a child or two... I will have a bigger home with a four people table... and I have a pizza day and shopping day with my child... maybe I will stay single and crazy but I traveled a lot of places and I have a huge place where I put pictures of myself in every country I traveled to and I put the stuff that I bought from different places around the world... Maybe the family will be bigger my brothers will have many children, my sister, too and we will all go and celebrate my little brother's graduation from university... Maybe I will see my friends' children too, maybe our children will play together and go to school together...

At 42, I will start having wrinkles on my face and my hair is turning white... maybe I'm still a single woman and maybe I will be opening the door for my children who are back from school to eat the lunch I cooked... after trying many times to cook since I will be a bad cooker I will fail and I will deliver a pizza... I will be maybe a known doctor and writer... Maybe I will record doing 100 surgeries in my whole life or maybe 200, It will be amazing, maybe I will be doing my teeth at my sister's clinic... and we will celebrate nieces and nephews graduation from schools and University...

So just keep dreaming... even if you had bad days and sometimes all you think of is just to give up... once someone told me, you need to be broken before you win and every top of a mountain is just the bottom of the next mountain... so don't stop and keep dreaming and trying to achieve your DREAMS...