Random Thoughts

Unsent messages

1. " I accepted the fact that we will be strangers, maybe one day we won't but for now, I know we are not destined... and I wish you all the best, follow your dreams be safe, and call me anytime you need me, it makes me very sad that we did all that to be strangers again but I'm starting to accept the truth..."
2. " I know it was better for us to move on to different paths... but there's part of me is missing you so much... I wish that I can completely move on as you did and forget everything... but how can I move on from the first person who made me feel at home for the first time?"
3. "Dear you, I miss you so much... guess what I'm graduating next Sat but you know I will not be so much happy, because I miss you and I would love to see you there with me holding my hand... but you left so early..."
4. " I feel very alone after you left, I miss you so much like I'm missing pieces of my heart... Everything is going well but deep inside I'm not good, I feel alone it feels like I have a home but I have the wrong keys and I can't get in so I'm outside while the weather is so bad... I feel like dying is better... I'm tired why did you leave this early?"
5. " even though, doing this without you on my side is the hardest thing I will ever do in my whole life, I'm doing it and I'm trying every day my best to make you proud... and I wish you could see me"

Those are some of my unsent messages for people who left me earlier than I thought and I think that I'm so weak because when I'm left I always write messages to those who left me but I'm so weak and I ended up not sending the messages and I just kill myself deeply with the unsaid words always and I regret it on the future...