Random Thoughts

17 years old

It's my birthday.. and I'm writing this because I need to...
I woke up and watched some episodes from a series called new Amsterdam...
And lately, I'm so obsessed with this series.. okay I had a bad face this day and there are many acnes and yeah I said what a happy day with a bad face...
I had amazing friends.. they all wished me a happy birthday.. thank you all for all the stories, posts, and messages.. and then I went to study because I have a biology exam tomorrow.. while I'm studying I was thinking about how I am feeling I'm 17 now.. a year away from college and that shit... I felt a little bit stressed.. but then I tried to concentrate on my studying.. but for sure I failed again.. and then I was thinking what changed.. maybe I had that friend who I spent my birthday with last year.. he is not here now.. but instead I had other friends that I'm so grateful to have the chance to spend my birthday with...
so I lost friends.. then I was thinking again but a message interrupted me and it says " I'm admiring the beautiful lady you have been growing into since I've met you 7 years ago! "
And my heart fell off...Then I just had a little party with the fam.. and yeah it's time to think... I said one thing I'm going to live this night like it's my last night ever..and I promised myself that I will spend every moment of my life with happiness...