How do you feel? Hopeless...
why? Because I don't know...
Do you have dreams? If I have plans that I will never achieve can I call them dreams?
How days are going on with you? I can't sleep okay? Like I can't shut down my mind... I can't stop thinking because I know this feeling will last forever.. like I can't stop... I don't have control.. is it okay that I can't see a way to fix it? I can't find a way to handle this... I know it might be there a little something that will help me to feel better.. but I can't find it... I feel like it is a mess... I'm not who they want me to be...
Who do they want you to be? Successful, happy, better... I don't know... but all I need is to go over this.. to feel safe and alive...
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Random Thoughts
Non-FictionSome random thoughts that I think of at 2 AM or when I am sad or let's just say some feelings... I hope you will enjoy reading what's running in my mind before I fall asleep... Started: 5/6/2020 (ongoing)
