Hug Me (NCT)

35. Hug me

Y/n: (those rich people are my family) yeah, I heard about them

Taeyong: *looks around* where is your car?

Y/n: I took the buss and are you cold?

Taeyong: no, I am not cold and does the buss go now?

Y/n: Taeyongaah! Stop asking so much *hugs Taeyong*

Taeyong: *hugs me back* why did you hug me?

Y/n: sometimes a hug is better than 1000 words, whatever made you sad will move on and I will help you heal.

Taeyong: is it so hard for us to get married?

Y/n: yes, you don't know much about me and I don't know much about you

Taeyong: ask me anything I will answer!

Y/n: I don't want this to be an interview, I said to give us sometimes

Taeyong: I hate that idea, but as a gentleman I will respect that, and I will give US some time

Y/n: thanks, now why did it sound like you were crying?

Taeyong: I just heard that my grandmother passed away and she is the only one who I truly felt cared for me

Y/n: oh no, I didn't know Taeyong that your family was like this

Taeyong: nobody would know, we are barely home. Father is always working, and mother is always working up.

Taeyong: Growing up I only had my grandmother and my older sister who is born in 1988.

Y/n: Oppa, why didn't you tell me anything before?

Taeyong: I was rude and bossy, why would you hear me out then?

Y/n: at least know I see you the same but different and we have some time to talk out about everything

Taeyong: no one would really understand what I been through

Y/n: (I know how you feel, but how can I tell you that?) I do

Taeyong: you must be the only one after the two of them who seen or heard me cry

Taeyong: A guy should never cry is what my father told me; I never saw him cry

Y/n: crying is a part of having feelings and feelings can be hurt and that's fine

Taeyong: I hope that you won't leave me, I hope you fall for me *hugs me tightly*

I could see myself in his position it is because I have experienced exactly the same thing. he only had his older sister and grandmother who were there for him, just as I had my older brother and my grandmother.

it must create a black and painful wound in him, now that his grandmother is in heaven. I cannot imagine Nani leaving me and leaving, but everyone has their time. Taeyong has always seemed naughty and arrogant, many people think so.

but I see his good heart that has mourned for years. A small action that happens over time can have a big impact on your own identity

when he hugged me, I know he does because his wounds and injuries heal themselves even if it's just a hug. a small hug can help more than 1000 words can. words can create confusion and make everything difficult. a hug says a lot more than most people think.

a hug is warm, loving, cozy and sweet on the surface, but deep down it creates security, support and comfort. When Taeyong hugs me, I feel the tingle that his suffering flows away from him because I show my support and care that he struggled to get just like me.

his hug is affecting me. arms around my hips and up my back holding me tight next to him. The head and chin resting on my shoulder and the tears flowing down a stream.

Mother: Y/n it is getting cold, get inside

Y/n: (shit I forgot that they would come out)

Taeyong: is that your mother calling on you from the royal place

Y/n: it must be another Y/n somewhere close

Nani: Y/n bring the young man in! it is getting cold and Nani doesn't have the strength to get you inn!!

Y/n: (are they trying to ruin my life?) YES NANI!

Taeyong: are you lying to me?

Y/n: I will explain, just get in before they start yelling over again

Taeyong: *walks into the royal place behind Y/n*