Hug Me (NCT)

52. Confession lll

How could I walk away from my grandmother when she is gone? My eyes became bleary, three tears drip down, my shaking body collapse and I have no idea what happens. I close my eyes, maybe I am meeting my grandmother.

******: Y/n, look at me! Are you there?!

Y/n: I-I didn’t see Nani *cries*

*****: I am sorry, Y/n. sorry for everything

Y/n: nobody knows how much pain I have in life! That horrible father that never comes, my happy Nani that is gone. And the one guy I was going to choose, said he is getting married *stops crying*

Taeyong: that’s why I am sorry, I hurt you too much

Y/n: Taeyong? *cries* I am so happy to see you!!!

Taeyong: I thought you would be mad *smiles*

Y/n: *sniff’s* I am sorry for yelling at you I-

Taeyong: *hugs Y/n* No, I shouldn’t have reacted like that too

Y/n: are you really going to leave me?

Taeyong: do we have any chance to be together?

Y/n: *tears comes out* I don’t know

Taeyong: *wipes her tears* you know, you don’t want it to be true

Y/n: *looks Taeyong in the eyes* I love you and I am happy for you

Taeyong: I-I love you too *hugs Y/n and tears comes out*

Y/n: Since you aren’t an option, I have to choose between someone else that I won’t be able to be with *stands up and leaves*

I said it, I finally said it and he replied back. He told me he loves me, just the same way as I love him. What kind of cruel world is this? I lose Nani, father who isn’t caring and I can’t marry the guy I truly love.

I have to reject a handsome and nice guy and marry a shy, innocent and enjoyable guy who is rich. Either way my life has always been complicated.

Dean: your eyes are fully red

Y/n: I confessed to him *looks down*

Dean: did he reject?

Y/n: No, he said it back

Dean: isn’t that good?

Y/n: we might love each other, but we don’t have each other *Walks away*

I just walk away from dean with tears in my eyes. I cried so much that there is no water left. I confessed and I knew what he was going to say.

Either way we don’t get to be with the once we love. I didn’t get to be with Hugo when I was younger and neither did I get to be with Taeyong the one I love now.

Whatever I did in life, it never went my way. As I keep walking to sit beside my Nani’s grave, someone grab my hand and pull me into a room.

Jungwoo; don’t be scared, it’s just me

Y/n: *breaths heavily* why did you do this? You scared me

Jungwoo: I am sorry, very sorry

Y/n: don’t apologize *pats Jungwoo’s head*

Jungwoo: I feel like I need to talk to you

Y/n: I am here *tries to smile*

Jungwoo: you probably know that they have planned a wedding for us in secret. I overheard my mom talking to someone and said something about-

Y/n: I also overheard Hugo talking to my father about that *looks sad*

Jungwoo: I don’t want to get married

Y/n: yes I know- WAIT WHAT?!

Jungwoo: I know you have someone else in your mind and in your heart that isn’t me

Y/n: Oh, how did you-

Jungwoo: you been locked in you room, being depressed by every time you hear his name you suddenly feel and look better. You didn’t answer me properly, until I mentioned Taeyong.

Y/n: I-I don’t know why, but when I hear his name, or something involved with him. My strength just comes and makes me talk

Jungwoo: I do like you Y/n, maybe it’s the way you treat everyone so right, maybe its how you like my shy smile and that you pat my head *laughs*

Jungwoo: but I know that there will be no happy life for us even if I get married to someone I like because you like someone else, I will let you go if it means you will be happy

Y/n: *hugs Jungwoo and starts crying* even if you let me go, there will be no future for the two of us. Taeyong and Me is a sad ending story

Jungwoo: I was invited to his marriage, with Jaehyun

Y/n: You know, I Know even Taeyong knows there is no story for us

Jungwoo: at least I am not the one you should get married to, Lee Taeyong is the one