Anything For You, George - {DNF} //BOOK1

Chapter 1: Anything for You, George

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Hey there reader, if you haven't read the description please do, it has all the possible TW and CW because I don't include them in chapters. Please be safe:) and have fun reading:)

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Dream POV

George was streaming, it was Friday, 6pm. It was cold, already dark. Its winter, what do you expect? My radiator was quietly humming in the corner and patches was sleeping soundly on my bed. George and I were in a call, just setting up the stream.

My monitors were blaring in my dark room and it always instills a feeling of comfort in me. Hearing George's voice and patches mews always gave me an unimaginable sense of safety.

We always do this beforehand. We talk for what seems like forever and we get carried away. George will tell me to "stop." I do. Of course. Anything for you, George.

This time it was different. We were talking about meeting for the first time and I really really hoped we'd actually make some plans. I wanted to see George. Like actually see him. I wanted to tease him. I like seeing him flustered.

"George c'mon now I just really want to see you" I pleaded.

I knew he'd be blushing so I checked his facecam and surprise, surprise, he was. He's so cute when he blushes. Or is it the fact that I'm the one making him blush?

"Dreammm I.." he faltered, "We'll talk about this after the stream but...for now do you wanna just hop on the smp?"

"Okay, Georgie".

Anything for you George. I need to calm down. We're just playing minecraft. He's just a friend. He has a boyfriend.

I can't breathe. I'm thinking too much. I can't stop. I was red and it was so hot. So, so, hot. George, if only you knew what you did to me.

He started his live and introduced the chat to me.

"Hey guys" I said and the chat spammed a bunch of 'hey dreams' and 'woo dreams here'. George was catching the stream up on things that have been going on. He was talking about YouTube videos and his upcoming ones that we'd recorded.

I loved recording with George. It makes me so happy. He makes me so happy.

The words faded and all I could focus on were his eyes. His beautiful, big brown eyes and everytime he made eye contact with the camera I blushed. I felt my stomach tie itself into a huge knot. I feel like I'm going to burst everytime I see him. God he's beautiful.

He'd look so good looking up at me like that. Fuck..

We went on the smp and heard a familiar beep on our discord. Oh god. Not now.

Tommyinnit has joined the call

"Elloo boyssssss" we heard a familiar voice scream.

"Hey Tommy!" George said and I could tell he was smiling through the way he said it.

God that fucking smile. Everytime.

"Hello Tommy. What a lovely surprise." I said.

"Now dream I have a feeling that had an undertone of sarcasm in it hmm. You are blessed by my presence don't.. don't you deny it!" Tommy stuttered a little.

"Yeah so blessed I'm leaving."

"Aww dream don't be like that. Can you not handle Tommy?" George giggled.

"Shut the fuck up gogy."

Dream has left the call

I don't know what's gotten over me. Chats going crazy they think we've fallen out. Fuck, fuck, fuck. Apparently my tone was unnecessarily aggressive.

I leave my room and shuffle downstairs. Why's this house so fucking empty? I shouldn't have moved out. I miss my mom and I miss my siblings.

Why'd I say that? Why am I so angry? Tommy was just joining the call he'd done it a million times before. Maybe it's because I just wanted to spend more time with George. Maybe I didn't want other people to talk to George. Maybe I am selfish.

But hey, I still have Patches.

"Hey Patches." She mews in response. I reach to get some water and I suddenly feel a little dizzy. I haven't eaten all day.

I don't even know what time it is. I check my phone. Seriously? It's 11:34 pm. And I have 11 missed calls from George. Fuck.

"Well patches, I guess we're ordering in tonight."

I leant over the counter and ran my hands through my unkempt hair. I need a shower. I need to eat. I have so many things to do yet I'm sat here thinking about George.

When am I not?

It's so easy to spiral every time I hear his voice. I don't know what to do with myself half the time he speaks to me. Not in a bad way, of course. But I wish I was less...attached?

I order food trying to plan what I'm going to say to George. Do I tell him the truth? That I love him? Do I love him? Yes I'm in love with him. But he has a boyfriend and they are apparently serious and I don't want to ruin that for him. Him and whatever the fucks his name - Daniel ?

God, he chose Daniel over me. He's not even pretty. Maybe it's because George has never seen me. Maybe I should show him what I'm really like. What I really look like. Maybe then he'll fall in love with me. No but he's happy with Daniel. Fuck face actually makes him happy.

I make George happy right? Just not in the way Mr perfect does I guess. My food came and I had to break my thought track. I ate in silence. No thoughts, no music. Just eat and sleep. Deal with it in the morning.

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So this is obviously the first chapter and I think it's good idk I just write shit and hope it makes sense

Trust me I'll upload regularly because I have 0 social life and no school so yeh lol

It's a bit short but I gotta leave the juicy stuff for the phat ones ya know

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