BENNY WATTS IMAGINES- The Queen's Gambit

Marrying you was a mistake

Warning: Very strong language and triggering content. Read it at your own risk⚠️

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Your Pov:

Currently you were in the market, getting some fresh veggies for the delicious meal that you were going to prepare for your husband, Benny. He had arrived back from a tournament he went for three months ago. Taking out some cash, you paid the total amount and took the vegetables back home, thinking about your little dinner that you wanted to set up for him. He knew you had planned everything so he decided to stay home and spend sometime with you instead of going to play poker. "Darling, I'm home." you knocked on the door and he opened it, smiling at you and giving you a chaste kiss before running back to the bedroom.

Placing the bags on the kitchen counter, you followed him back to the bedroom where you found his things scattered on the bed, his clothes folded and kept in his duffle bag. "You're going for a tournament again." you frowned. "Yes, I'm leaving now. It's a very important one, I can't miss the last flight to LA. I'll be back in three months."he said casually. " But you just came back from the last one just a week ago and what about our child?" you asked, keeping a hand on your baby bump. You were four months pregnant and Benny had left you all by yourself. "Y/n, I can't stay by your side all the freaking time. Chess is everything that I've got." he said. "You're never here. All you think about is chess!" you retorted.

"For fuck's sake y/n! Why don't you bloody understand. I can't be here!" he yelled. "But you promised." you mumbled, looking down at your feet, your eyes glistening with tears. He sighed heavily, running his hand through his hair. He always did that when he was frustrated. "I'm sorry Benny, but I need you when I'm fucking pregnant with our baby!" you raised your voice and his eyes darkened with anger. " I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW IF THIS IS MY BABY. I WAS FUCKING GONE FOR THREE MONTHS! WHO GOT YOU PREGNANT HUH? YOU FUCKED SOMEONE BEHIND MY BACK YOU DISGUSTING CUMSLUT!" you flinched and let the tears down, his words were a huge burden on your heart.

"I don't even know why I'm still here. You were drunk when you fucked me four months ago, Benny." you mumbled as you sobbed. " DON'T LIE! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE THAT. GET OUT OF HERE COZ MARRYING YOU WAS A FUCKING MISTAKE!" he gripped you by the arm, dragging you near the door of his apartment. You got your coat and ran out, sobbing silently while your breath was uneven. The cool breeze touched your flushed cheeks and hot tears, trying to calm you down. You wrapped the coat tighter around your belly, making sure that the baby was warm.

I'm not a liar, I would never do that to him. How could he even think that I went behind his back. How could he say that this baby is not his. I don't know how to take care of the baby without him, why didn't he understand? All I wanted was to stay with me, with us. Wasn't he ready to start a family with me? Was I really a mistake? It's not like I didn't do anything to keep him happy. I cooked for him, cleaned for him, gave him all my time, waited for him when he went away for months, just to be called a disgusting cumslut by him. You thought.

You went where you feet took you. A few people passed by, looking at your miserable state, some gave an ugly look while others just didn't bother to notice. The night was getting colder and darker, the roads were wet because it rained in the afternoon. Checking the road for any vehicles, you decided to cross it, your eyes blurry with all the tears. All you could see was brilliant lights shining on your eyes, making you blind before the honking made you close your ears and in an instant, everything blackened around you, the world slipped in a dark abyss.

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A/n : part two?