BENNY WATTS IMAGINES- The Queen's Gambit

Breakup

Warning: Swearing and triggering content ahead, read it at your own risk.⚠️

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You were in a live in relationship with the one and only, Benny Watts. Every morning you woke up early, made breakfast for your boyfriend, watched him play chess all day, waited for him to come home drunk almost every night and fought with him because he never paid much attention to you. All of this was very hectic and it only felt like you were his maid and not his girlfriend. He had promised you that today, he'll come home early and he'll have a decent dinner with you. You were more than happy because that was the most amount of attention he gave you in the past two weeks.

You showered quickly, put on a simple dress and cooked his favourite food with some wine. You set up the small table with two chairs and placed the food in different bowls on it. He'd be home in twenty minutes so you decided to put on some makeup. After you were done with everything, you just sat on the chair, waiting for him because he was fifteen minutes late. But it's okay to be fifteen minutes late, isn't it?, he should be here in a few more minutes. You kept tapping your feet nervously and soon minutes turned into hours. It was 2 am in the morning , he was four hours late. You got up and kept the food back on the kitchen platform as tears streamed down your cheeks. Did he forget that I was waiting? How many more times should I be crying over this man who doesn't even care about his girlfriend?

You were snapped out of your thoughts when someone banged the apartment's door loudly. You quickly rushed towards it and opened it to see a drunk Benny with a bottle of whiskey in his hands and his eyes looking bloodshot. You sighed and pulled him in, shutting the door quickly. He was stumbling so you put his arm around your shoulder for support and tried to take him to his room but he quickly pinned you on the wall and leaned in to kiss you." I -I need you right n -now," he slurred. " No, you need to rest," you said firmly and tried to push him away because his breath only smelled like alcohol.

"Come on babe, why are you so upset with me, come on let's have sex," he slurred and kissed your neck forcefully. " No, stay away from me!" you almost yelled and pushed him away harshly. Suddenly he looked at you with pure anger in his eyes. " You know what, Beth is so much more fun than you," he muttered. " Wh-what ,what do you mean?" you asked him as you tried to hold back the tears." It means that I kissed her and I fucked her and she wasn't a crybaby like you are," he spat.

That's it, you've had enough. Without listening to anything else, you slapped him hard across the cheek and he recoiled from you in pain. "WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT FOR?!" he pinned you on the wall and yelled. "YOU CHEATED ON ME BENNY! Why... was I not good enough for you? Why Benny?" You sobbed. " You want to know,huh? You want to know why I did it ? It's because Beth is so much better than you and you are nothing compared to her! She's beautiful, she's talented and she's everything that I've ever wanted," he said through his gritted teeth and kept you pinned on the wall harshly.

" Then why don't you let me go?", you cried and looked down. " Yes, ofcourse, let's breakup ,y/n," he spat. You sobbed endlessly and his fingers kept digging in your arms, making you feel more pain. "LOOK AT ME WHEN I'M TALKING TO YOU!" he grabbed your jaw and made you look at him. "I'm sorry, I should go," you agreed and went in the bedroom to pack your things. You kept wiping away the tears and Benny sat on the air mattress, drinking more whiskey. You also heard him throwing the bottle against the wall and it shattered into a million pieces, just like your heart.

You took your bag and went back to the living room. " I just wanted to say something..." you mumbled quietly but it was clear enough for him to hear. " What do you want?" he spat. " I love you and I always will, no matter how much you hate me," you said and walked out of your shared apartment in New York. That night was the worst of all, your boyfriend of three years left you because he loved someone else and because he thought that you were nothing compared to her.
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A/n: Part two will be out soon