It's hard not to love him- part two

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Here's the part two that you guys requested, I hope you like it.

Warning: Strong language and mature content⚠️

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Previously:

She was so wrong when she thought he trusted her, so wrong to think that he actually cared to let her prove that she wasn't wrong.

It was hard not to love him anymore but she did it for herself.

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One day later...

Yesterday, y/n took the first flight back to New York and now she was back in their shared apartment, the one that she called home for almost three years.

She was tired, had eye bags under her eyes but she was determined to pack and move out before Benny arrived.

Y/n still couldn't believe that this was actually happening, that Benny had cheated on her with Elizabeth. And out of all the people in the world, he cheated on her with the woman he said he wasn't interested in at all.

She felt so heartbroken, so lost and alone. She wanted to rip him to shreds but at the same time she wanted to be the bigger person and leave without creating any drama.

So as she packed her bags, she sobbed endlessly and let it all out.

She would be lying if she said that she didn't love him anymore. It was difficult to let him go or even move on from the man she loved so dearly.

Y/n wiped her teary eyes and looked at their bedroom one last time before heading out. And when she opened the door, she was startled to see Benny right behind it.

'Love...' he said.

She looked at his messy hair, bloodshot eyes and softened before pushing him to the side gently and dragging her bags out of the apartment.

'No, no, no, wait. You can't go!' he grabbed her wrist forcefully and dragged her back in ignoring her protests.

'Let go off me!' she said.

'Y/n let's talk, please I'm begging you!' he said, not letting go off her.

Benny sat on the air mattress and pulled her on his lap, trapping her between his arms.

'Townes told me he lied, I'm sorry love. I shouldn't have done that, I should have trusted you.' he said.

Y/n stopped thrashing in his grip and turned her neck to look him in the eye.

'But you snogged her anyways...didn't you Benny?' she spat with so much venom that it made him tear up a little bit.

'I- I know it's all my fault and I'm truly sorry love, I cannot accept living without you.' he said. Y/n noticed the fresh tears cascading down his cheeks and softened even more even if she hated for what she was doing to herself.

'I swear I only love you, it's always going to be you. I don't know what came upon me but I promise she is nobody to me and I would never break your trust again. Just give me one chance please I'm begging you.' he sobbed with y/n in his arms.

Benny Watts crying over a girl like her was something she had never expected, at least not when she met him three years ago. She had to admit, he was so cocky and arrogant back then.

And when she looked at him now, she couldn't believe he was the same Benny. She had never seen him begging for anything.

And that is when she realized how much of an effect they had on each other. Neither of them were capable to live without each other.

But was he truly worthy of the chance he was begging for?

What if he ditched her again?

'Benny I don't know if I should-'

She tried to say but he cut her off.

'No, you won't ever regret giving me that chance.' he said honestly.

A faint smile formed on her lips, there was no way she was going to give up on their love.

She wiped the tears off his cheeks and pulled him in a soft kiss and god she missed kissing him so much.

Maybe they really are meant to be together...

And what kind of love it is if they broke up for a misunderstanding like that?

'I love you please don't ever leave me like that again.' he said, kissing the girl multiple times until she giggled and they cuddled together.

'I love you too, Benny.' she cooed on the crook of his neck.

'Love?'

'Hmm' she hummed.

'Will you go on a picnic date with me tomorrow? We'll take the car, get out of this goddamn city, take a long drive to the countryside and I promise I'll prepare all the food for the picnic.' he said.

'Really!?' y/n squealed excitedly.

'Yes, of course my darling.' Benny smiled.

'Sounds perfect!' she clapped and kissed him on the cheek.

Benny slowly kissed her neck and nibbled on her soft skin making her giggle and moan.

'And how about I fuck you right now? Show you how much I love you?' he asked in a low, attractive tone.

'Hmm, you better do it nicely Watts.' she smirked.

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