BENNY WATTS IMAGINES- The Queen's Gambit

Pregnant

Warning: Swearing ahead. It might be triggering it at some point, read it at your own risk.

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Your POV:

"How- how am I gonna tell him?"you whispered to yourself while holding both the pregnancy tests in your hand which clearly showed positive results. You and Benny were a happily married couple from the past three years and you had no idea if he even wanted to have kids with you right now. He had a lot of chess tournaments to play and a lot of places to visit. "I should tell him right now, I know he'll be happy to know,"you quickly disposed the tests and came out of the bathroom.

Benny was sitting on his chair with a book in his hand and his chessboard in front of him. You knew that he never really read books , he always read about books related to chess only. His back was facing you so you went near him and placed your small, soft hands on his broad shoulders, massaging them lightly. "Baby, I need to tell you something," you mumbled and kissed his cheek. "I'm busy right now,"he frowned while looking at some tactics in his chess book. "Please, it's important,"you stood straight and kept massaging his shoulders, making them relax a little bit. "Why can't you listen to me woman!"he snapped and you flinched, taking away your hands from him.

"That's the attitude talking,"you muttered under your breath and went inside the bedroom to fold Benny's clothes which were already washed. "What did you fucking say?"you heard Benny following you and he stood near the room's door, leaning on the doorframe and crossing his arms over his chest. "Nothing,"you mumbled as you glanced at him once and kept folding the clothes. He came closer to you and gripped your arm tightly, turning you around to face him. "What did I say about talking in a low voice,love?"he glared at you and kept digging his fingers in your arm. "Please, you're hurting me," you said and tried to get out of his grip.

" I'm your fucking husband, learn to honour me you bitch!"he said through his gritted teeth with anger laced in his voice. " Okay, you're the one who doesn't even want to listen to me and I'm the one who gets called a bitch,"you said and pushed him away from you. You clutched your hand closer to your chest while he ran his hand through his hair frustratingly. "Don't bother making dinner for me , I'll see you tomorrow,"he grabbed his trenchcoat and his hat before leaving the room and the apartment, shutting the door loudly.

You and Benny fought on silly things sometimes but he never hurt you or called you a bitch. You kept the clothes back in his wardrobe and closed it, biting your lower lip to control the tears that threatened to flow down your cheeks. You leaned your back against the wardrobe and slid down, holding your face in your palms and crying. You pulled your knees closer to your chest and placed your forehead on them, curling up into a ball and sobbing silently.

Time skip to next day:

Your POV:

Last night was horrible, you cooked a small meal while crying , ate it and went back to bed. Benny woke you up and went back to the living room to pick up the phone ."Yes, I'll be catching the flight in two hours," he said on the phone to someone. He hung up the phone and started putting his chess pieces back into the box. "Going somewhere?"you asked. "Uh, yeah I'm going to Cincinnati for twenty days,"he said. Oh Jesus, how am I going to tell him if he's not gonna be here for fucking twenty days? You were snapped out of your thoughts when Benny called your name,"y/n!"he said. "Yeah?",you replied quietly."Are you even listening to me? I said go and get some clothes packed for me,"he said and you quickly went in the room, took his bag and packed all the essentials for him.

I'm gonna tell him right now,you thought. You took the bag and he stood near the door, waiting for you. "Benny I wanted to tell you something,"you said while giving him the bag. "Yeah, go ahead,"he smiled. "I just wanted to say that I, I am uh,"you tried to tell but the phone rung and Benny asked you to pick it up for him. You went near the table and picked it up," Yeah, he's right here,"you said on the phone."Benny, it's Harry Beltik,"you said and Benny quickly came to talk on the phone. "Yeah, I'm gonna be there man!"he said and hung up."Alright love, I need to leave, see you soon," he pecked you on the lips and went out before listening to what you wanted to say.