BENNY WATTS IMAGINES- The Queen's Gambit

Married to her (sad)

Your Pov:

I looked at him from across the aisle but he only had eyes for her. I was hoping that he would look at me, see how he was shattering my heart, but he didn't. Why would he? He was getting married to a beautiful woman, my best friend, Beth Harmon. She was looking gorgeous, it was her wedding day and she was marrying the love of my life. I looked at the ground, trying my best to hide all the emotions. I remembered how he left me...how he lied to my face that he loved me. Everything was so fake...but I still love him.

I did everything I was told to do, I was her maid of honour. I watched and put on a fake smile as he slid my ring on her finger, making me wonder if he actually loved me once. "Do you, Benny Watts take her as your lawfully wedded wife?" the pastor said, looking between them, waiting for his response. At that moment, he looked at me and our eyes met. His expression was unreadable, it looked like he was mocking me just by looking at my miserable state. Like he was trying to tell me that he had found someone so much better than me.

"I do."he said, not daring to take his eyes off me. "I now solemnly declare you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride." the pastor said. Benny looked at Beth, his hands snaking around her waist , pulling her closer to him. They kissed and the others clapped and congratulated them. They were now Mr. and Mrs.Watts. A title I thought I would hold someday. They looked fine, Benny wore a fine suit, Beth looked beautiful in her pristine white wedding dress and the choir started singing their final song. I trailed behind them as they walked out, just as I was supposed to do. I helped Beth to get in the car and then they drove off.

All their wedding promises just reminded that me and Benny would never be together again. I didn't care about the tears which were now flowing freely down my cheeks. "Why are you crying?" Harry asked. He was Benny's best friend. He knew what had happened between us, how Benny left me that day. He thought that I had moved on from Benny, that I had found someone. But that wasn't true. "I'm going to miss Beth, she's my best friend." I lied. "I'm sure she'll still be your best friend." Harry smiled. This is the day I lost him, the day I knew that we would never have a beautiful ending together.

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