BENNY WATTS IMAGINES- The Queen's Gambit

It hurts to see you like this

Warning: Strong language, triggering content, slight fluff and inappropriate scenes. Read it at your own risk.

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With a gleeful grin plastered across her plump lips, y/n y/l/n sauntered down the stone footpath on the side of one of the busiest streets in New York. Her fingers often brushed through her hair which swayed over her face due to the strong winds swooshing down the streets this evening.

Y/n was in a good mood, she surely was since she waved at the young kids walking beside their mother. She hated kids.

Well it is hard not to be happy when you finally get to hangout with your childhood best friend after not seeing him for two months because apparently he was too busy with his girlfriend all this time.

This wasn't anything new for her, she was used to getting pushed away whenever Benny got a new girl to fool around with. It is sad that he never considered y/n's presence or the fact that he hurt her every time he chose some other girl over her. Y/n wasn't to be blamed if she fell hard for her friend and was scared to ruin their friendship if she asked him out.

There were occasions when Benny would openly flirt with y/n in a playful way but that was only until a much prettier girl passed by and Benny's attention shifted to her. And every time he did that, y/n was left insecure, cursing herself for not being pretty enough.

You see, couple of months ago, things were pretty good between her and Benny. Then hung out regularly, went on car rides and got drunk occasionally but when Beth Harmon showed up at his apartment and they had sex, things went cold between him and y/n.

He didn't pick up her calls, cancelled on their plans, didn't show up at the bars and forgot that y/n was waiting for him for hours until he called and said that he couldn't make it because Beth and him were busy fucking.

However y/n wasn't mad at him, like I said she was used to getting pushed away. Two months ago Benny completely stopped talking after he ended her call nervously and last night when he called y/n to come visit him at his place, y/n was beyond excited. She even cancelled all her meetings and took a day off from work.

Y/n finally made it to his apartment and silently climbed down the shady stairs that led to his door. She almost reached her hand forward to knock on his door when she heard Beth's muffled voice.

'What do you mean no, Benny? I don't like it that you're pushing me away, I'm your girlfriend, I can do whatever I want to.' said Beth.

'I don't want to do it r- right now.' Benny spoke nervously.

Outside the door y/n stood with her brows furrowed and she hated listening on their conversation but Benny seemed tense, she could hear it in his voice, y/n knew him too well from all these years.

'What have I told you about not giving me what I want, hmm?' asked Beth.

'S- stop touching me, I don't want to do it.' Benny pleaded.

His words struck y/n's mind like a truck, she knew exactly what was about to happen, Beth wasn't going to stop and respect his boundaries.

'You know you want me.'

'I- I don't. Please not today, y/n's coming over in some time.' he mumbled.

'So you called that bitch home when I wasn't around, you know how much I hate her right? What were you going to do behind my back, fuck her?' Beth accused.

'No, I thought we could just play some chess and...have dinner. I wouldn't cheat on you.' said Benny.

Y/n felt horrible when she noticed how scared he sounded and hated herself for not knowing why Benny wasn't talking to her all this days.