Mattia pov
Why is she so hard to read? Why can't I tell if she likes me?
" dude are you good?" Kai asked walking into my office. Ale came in behind him.
I looked at them both nervously and shook my head, " no,"
They both came in and sat opposite me, " what is it?" Kai asked.
" it's tomorrow," I told them both, " once we get that decree absolute we're.....we're done,"
They both sat there in shock, " wow," ale said, " it's been 6 months already?" He asked and I nodded, " damn, that went fast,"
It just zoomed past. All of it.
" but you're gonna stop it right?" Kai asked me, " y'all aren't going there tomorrow right?"
I looked up at both of them and then back at my desk, " we are,"
They both sighed, " just tell her, for fucks sake please just tell her!" Ale yelled.
" I can't it's not that simple," I told them, " Do you realise how messed up things will be if I do and she doesn't feel the same?" I asked them both.
Ale slammed the desk, " this is bullshit, you're really going to let the best thing in your life walk away?"
" well she's not walking away, she'll still be here. Working with us," I told them both, " I'd rather still have her as a friend than not have her in my life at all,"
" so then what are you gonna do when she starts dating other guys?" Kai asked, " you're just gonna stand there and accept it?"
" well I have to don't I?" I said a little irritated, " look I've tried, I can't force us to be together. I can't make something that was never going to happen, happen!"
" how would you know?" Kai asked, " ale's right you need to be up front with her and tell her," Kai said.
" Kai you're the perfect example as to why I'm not gonna do that. Look what happened between Inayah and you," I said, " did y'all end up together? no!"
Kai scoffed, " that's completely different. Inayah was a small crush that I had. She means a lot to me still but in a completely different way. You can't compare what I had for with what you have for Zora," he leaned a little closer, " Mattia you love her, and it's not some sort of crush like I had. What you have for her is way stronger and it's not going to change. You have to tell her!"
" I....I can't," I said resting my head on my desk.
Ale stood up, " tell her now or we will," Kai nodded standing up too.
my head bolted up, " don't you fucking dare,"I told them both seriously. Inayah said she'd do the same but I begged her not to either, " don't ruin the only thing I have with her,"
Kai sighed and looked at me sadly, " you could have so much more if you-"
" I know," I said interrupting him , " but there's always that chance that I won't. There's always that chance where it'll just mess up and I don't want that to happen."
Ale ran his hands through his hair, " you're going to regret this," we all turned around to look into Zora's office but she wasn't in there anymore. I guess we were so absorbed in our conversation we didn't see her leave.
I knew I was going to regret it but there was nothing else to do but accept it.
*****
Well the drive home for me was awkward. I was hoping Inayah would be in the car with us but she asked the boys to drop her off earlier, so it was just the two of us.
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