Complicated

Chapter 15: Communication

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Kathy's POV

I closed my eyes and smiled as I felt the warm water hit against my skin, enjoying the feeling of a shower after my morning run. I gasped as I felt him nip at the skin on my lower abdomen, right below my belly button, and in turn felt my heartbeat intensify. I pulled him up by tugging at his hair and giggled when he dove in to kiss me and the water still trickled down both of our faces.

"I've been wanting to do this a long time, love." He confessed as he rubbed his hands up and down my back.

"Have you now?" I teased and tiptoed to kiss him deeper.

"Katherine." He groaned as I nipped on his bottom lip.

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"Katherine!" I banged my head on the headboard when I heard Roxy yell my name.

"What the hell?!" I groaned, kicking the back of her thigh with my foot.

"Sweet dreams, huh?" Nova challenged while checking her planner on her bed.

"What?" I asked, terrified of the answer.

"We heard you." Roxy informed me and I sat up immediately.

"You 'heard' me?" I questioned, terrified of the answer.

"Yeah, all the giggles, the moans, all of that. I've gotta say, if that's what Damon hears in bed I understand his sudden fascination with you." Nova told me and I cringed.

"Oh my God." I buried my face in my hands.

They heard it. They heard my dream. God take me now please. This has been the first time I've ever had a sex dream. Ever. Are sex dreams even normal or am I just really fucking horny right now? No. They're normal. Even if they're not, I'm going to pretend they are. I don't even know what sex is, I've only seen it in movies and read it in books. But those are all fantasies, they can't possibly be real. Everyone says sex isn't like that at all. So therefore I have no idea why my brain suddenly decided it would be a great idea for me to have a sex dream.

It's Damon. He hasn't been making it easy for me. We've been in a relationship for about two weeks now, and it's become harder and harder for me to be satisfied with simply making out with him, and I can tell he's getting uneasy as well. But right now, we're not on the best terms. Well, we are, but I feel uneasy about how so far our relationship has only been physical. We've never been on a date, not a real one, and that worries me.

I mean, I get it. I enjoy making out with him too but I want to do other stuff, real stuff that develops a real relationship. Call me old fashioned but I genuinely want to bond with him.

"Stop it Nova." Roxy reprimanded her and jumped on my bed to lay her head on my bare lap. "It's not her fault her boyfriend's hot."

"Ewe." Nova shuddered at what Roxy said about her brother and got up off her bed. "I call dibs on the shower." She quickly grabbed her towel and her uniform and ran inside.

"What is it?" Roxy asked me.

"What do you mean?"

"Somethings wrong. What is it? Are you disappointed it was only a dream?" Roxy teased and I tugged at a strand of her hair playfully.

"No." She looked at me skeptically and I caved in. "Alright, I am. But I'm not mad about that, I'm irritated at Damon. At our relationship."

"I thought everything was going well."

"It is. I guess. I just... it's all physical. I mean, I like making out with him too, how could I not? He's bloody gorgeous." Roxy and I both giggled and she nodded in agreement. "But that's it. We haven't gone out on a date, we don't talk much. If this is all he has to offer, I'm bored. I mean, we talked more before we started 'dating'." I sighed and slumped down, resting my chin on my hand. "You know, I'm so tempted to just go up to him and say 'take me on a bloody date or someone else will'."