I LOST

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by mufffin3

by mufffin3

"Are you ready, Fiona?"

No, I'm not. I felt something terrible, but for him, I should and would do everything.

I nodded.

———

"Grey, babe, are you feeling better now?"

"Yes, babe. Thank you for staying with me."

"I love you, babe."

"I love you more," and he kissed my hands that were holding his.

———

"Totoo ba, Fiona?" I cried.

"ANSWER MY DAMN QUESTION!" he shouted.

"Y-yes, babe, I'm sorr–"

"Get lost."

"Babe, please let me explain–" I reached his hands but he dodge them.

"DON'T TOUCH ME! NANDIDIRI AKO SA ’YO, FIONA!" He looked at me with hatred at pandidiri.

"Babe...please–" I pleaded but he seems to have no plans of listening to me.

"Get lost with that damn...b-baby of yours!" And he left the room.

—

"Are you ready, Fiona?"

No, I'm not. This is terrible, but for him, I would do everything.

I nodded.

Yes, I lost my virginity that night. I did sin, an unforgivable one. I agreed with his friend that night just to help Grey with his operation, I agreed for money, and nothing more.

Now, I lost not just my virginity but also the man I love.

I cried all day. He never answered my calls.

While staring at our pics together, I stand.

"I just love you so much, babe. I didn't know this would happen. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." I whispered.

I closed my eyes and felt a warm liquid oozes from it and put the rope around my neck.

"I love you, Grey."