𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍

SOMETHING ABOUT YOU

SOMETHING ABOUT YOU
By: meanieMe

Forgetting and moving on from you is such a hardest thing to do and I don't have any plan to. It's been a year but it seems like it's just yesterday. I even remember the first time we met.

I'm such a playboy elite good-looking guy and I can have anything I want. I could even buy women with the tons of penny I have. Yes, imma totally jerk. Girls are just my toys and playing with them is just my game but I didn't know that this 'destiny' would also played with me. I've never been in a serious relationship--not until I met you.

It's almost twelve midnight when I'm driving home from the bar where I chose to drown myself in alcohol. I decided to drop by the nearest store and there, I saw you. You were being pointed by a gun by a man in black and other one is stoling the money where your money are. It's not me but yes I did save you from those assholes. You thank me and even gave me a money to show your  gratitude but I rudely declined it. Yeah, I'm an arrogant one but you sincerely offer it. And I don't know--- I really don't know why I've just found myself always dropping by the store you're working at.

I often bought a piece of candy but I'm spending an hour in that place. F*ck! It's odd, right? Yeah, I'm just having a glance of you and I don't know  what 'bout that smile of yours that seems like hauling me to just stare at it. There's really something 'bout you that made me interested with you. F*ck! You're not that pretty but why do I like even just looking at you? Why do I like you when there are lot of  girls prettier than you? Tss! This is crazy--not until one day. There's  no costumer and so I approached you intentionally. I talked to you and we talked about something and lot of things. We don't even have that permanent topic but why do I feel happy, more when you said that you're glad to always see me around. You said that you felt assured and safe when I'm here. Damn! I felt like I'm your knight! Tss! You even said sorry for not talking to me for you are shy. Damn! What a gay but I'm feeling something inside. Tss! Im happy And I don't know!

After that day, I'm always at your workplace. We chat when there's no costumer and I even helped you when there are many. Upon having a conversation with you, I've known that you're just a fresh graduate and just waiting the result of interview where you applied at so you're doing this job as a part-time.

Time passed by. We became close. I even brought you home and introduce you to my family as my girl but they hated you. But I don't care. We married secretly but my curious family discovered it. Lot of people hated you so much for they don't like you for me, they throw shitty words to you but you never dared fighting them back instead you still respected them. And I loved you for that. I know you're hurting, I know you're feeling so much pain inside but you're still smiling sweetly. You keep on welcoming me with that sweet smile of yours everytime I'm going home from the company. You're not that pretty as those girls but you're the prettiest when you smile.
You're thoughtful, sweet, caring and a loving wife. You have a soft and pure heart. Maybe that's something about you that made me love you for you're different from the  girls I met.

But one day, I'm driving home when suddenly I felt uneasy and my heart was beating abnormally--it beating so fast.
I dialed your number and someone answered--not you.
He said he's a doctor and I perplexedly asked why he's holding your phone. He said that you're in a hospital because you were hit by a vehicle when you're walking--and  I rushed towards there. When I arrived, he handed me a box with my name written in it with 'Happy Anniversary, Love'. F*ck! I suddenly go where you are and my tears just suddenly fall as I saw you bedridden. I kneel in front of you, crying and begging for you to wake up but you did not. It's hard to accept but I ended up hugging your cold body . Damn! Why do you need to leave so sudden?

I don't know where to start! I don't know how I'd start when I know the fact that you're not here anymore.

I still can't admit the fact that you're gone--but I should.

Our memories were remain as is. But I'm still seeing you in my dreams and it made me cry and missed you. Damn! I really missed you, love.

But no matter how I tried to plead you to comeback, that'll never happen anymore--for you're gone already.

: Inspired by the song I once listen to.

May 25, 2020
_meanieMe_