LONELY IS THE NIGHT

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She's sorrowfully sitting over there, seems like waiting for an impossible thing to happen. I badly wanna wipe those tears of her that fall. But I seemed to have no right. She's been sitting over there for almost 3 hours and the rain was about fall, so I draw near her which made her somewhat surprised.

"Why are you here?" She asked.

"I should be the one asking you that, what are you doin' here? You're drunk Cassy. Why don't you just stay at--"

"What for, Haries? My other half was gone, and I'm also tired fighting for this life"

"That's b*llsh*t, Cassy!"

She stand up and went at the middle of the way--wtf!

"Cassy, what the heck are you doing?"

"Yes, Haries. This is fvck*n' b*llsh*t! Therefore, it's better for me to---"

"CASSY--sh*t!" I pulled her when a furious car just passed by.

"ANO BA, HARIES!" She gets rid of my grip.

"WOULD YOU PLEASE STOP MEDDLING WITH MY LIFE?"

"HOW COULD I DO THAT, WHEN IT ALSO BREAKS THIS (point at my chest) WHENEVER I SEE YOU CRY AND GRIEVING LIKE THAT! D*MN IT, CASSY!"

"EH, ANO BANG PAKIALAM MO, HARIES? BUHAY KO 'TO AND IT'S NONE OF FVCKIN' BUSINESS! JUST STAY AWAY DAHIL WALA KANG PAKIALAM KUNG ANONG GUSTO KONG GAWIN! JUST STOP ACTING AS IF YOU'RE HARV--"

"FVCK! I'M NOT ACTING AS IF I'M HIM! 'CAUSE I CARE FOR YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, CASSY! AND IT FVCKIN' HURTS LIKE HELL SEEING YOU LIKE THAT!"

" I already told you, Haries. I only love Harvy and there's no place for you in my heart."

"I know." Yes, I know that and it fvckin' hurts.

"ALAM KO NAMAN, CASSY. ALAM KO NAMANG KAHIT KELAN AY WALA AKONG NAGING PUWANG D'YAN. ALAM KO RIN NA KAHIT KELAN AY HINDI NAALIS ANG ATENSYON MO SA KANYA. ALAM KO RIN NA HINDI MO 'KO MAHAL AT HINDI MO'KO MAMAHALIN. ALAM KO RIN NA WALA KANG PAKIALAM KAHIT DUROG NA DUROG NA AKO!"

"BUT IT'S OKAY! D*MN OKAY SEEING YOU HAPPY WITH HIM, HEARING YOU LAUGHING WITH HIM TOGETHER IN FRONT OF ME! AND IT'S CRAZY FOR ME TO WISH THAT I WAS HIM—THAT I AM MY BROTHER! MY BROTHER WHOM YOU LOVE AND CRYING FOR RIGHT NOW!"

I walked an inch away from her and sighed. D*mn! I never knew I'd let her know what I feel this way.

I was about to turned my back when she suddenly pushed me to another part of the way and the next thing I knew is that, I'm holding her body bathed in her own blood.

I can't utter a word but just a tear of mine fell.

"Wtf! Cassy!" I wanna scream but it won't change a thing. It won't change a fact that she's already gone. That the woman I love is now gone.

Funny, that even in afterlife, kayo pa rin. Funny how I hold your cold body while feeling the drop of the rain. Even the sky is crying. I love you Cassy and you may now rest in peace together with my brother. I love you.

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