FALLING GAME

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by mufffin3
by mufffin3
                                        
                                                  𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄
                              It's almost three months since I broke up with my man. For damn two years I've been loving him without me knowing that he's cheating. So damn crazy! And what's crazier is that I still can't move on! I tried so many things that my friends have said for me to get over him but I always failed. He hurts me but why do I still loving him like crazy? What a crap! 
I blocked him. I made a rp account. I didn't sent him a friend request. Out of boredom, I opened my rp account. Upon scrolling, I saw a post. 
"Falling game"? I uttered.
I read about it. It's all about being paired with your opposite gender. You two will talk, chat, and do whatever you want in social media. Seems like you need to let your partner fall for you--for just a week and it interests me. And yes, I joined that game. Not because I want to flirt but because I wanna try to put my attention into some other thing. 
                              He's Vinche. The guy that was being paired with me. He chatted me. At first, I hesitated to reply. But days go on, I found myself enjoying our talks. I'm happy and I can't deny that. This feeling, it's familiar. Am I falling for him? "No, Elleine. You should not" Ugh! I shook my head. But wait, what's wrong if I fall in love again?
It's today. The end day of the week. The day we should decide wether we will continue this game or not. And we both chose to continue. I don't know. I don't even know if it's right but I think I'm falling for him. I always wanna see his messages. I'm always looking for his name everytime I logged in. 

                              One time, I confessed to him. Nothing. I just a wanna let him know. But I was surprised when he replied. Damn! We feel the same! I suddenly felt butterflies in my tummy, and a racing horse in my chest. I was so damn happy that day. Until we became closer. We even talked about our private life. But one time, I saw his status being in a relationship. I chat him immediately about that and his reply made me laugh bitterly. 
                              'Why? Elleine? I find her nice and not boring as you. And there's no "WE" anyway' and that hits me. I thought our feelings are mutual but I guess not. 
                              I was about to logged out when I saw his message again.
                              'You wanna know my real name, right? It's Seph. Seph Vinche" and I was shocked to what I've read. 
                              That name. That was the name of the guy who hurt me, my ex. The guy who let me enter this fake world but I never knew that I'd still meet him here. I can't help myself but to cry.
Damn this b*llsh*t! I'm still in the process of completing the scattared pieces my heart. But he broke it again.