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ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 27 | 'ɪᴛ'

"should we watch a movie?" Renjun asked as we laid down on my bed

"let's eat first, i'm craving for pizza"

"sure"

I called a pizzeria and ordered two pepperoni pizzas. They said it would take about half an hour so we just decided to talk and chill in my room.

"so, everyone knows you're dating Jeno now?" Renjun asked and i nodded

"probably. i was nervous they'd make fun of us but everyone who said something were happy for us"

He smiled "of course they were. by the way, can i ask you something?"

"go on"

"have you done any of that stuff yet?"

"what do you mean?" i asked and chuckled

"well, you know, have y'all had sex or anything?"

I blushed and slapped Renjun's arm
"of course not!"

"of course, what do you mean OF COURSE? Jaemin, it's totally normal. we're not little kids anymore"

"i know but.." i started but just stared at my lap and blushed again

"come on, you always have a hickey somewhere on your neck!"

"what? y-you've seen them?" i asked and Renjun raised an eyebrow

"dude, they're always so obvious. you should at least try to hide them if you're so embarrassed"

"i'm not! i just didn't think anyone would pay attention to my neck or whatever"

"okay but what's more important is what you want to do, you know? have you ever thought about doing it with Jeno?"

"i mean, yeah i guess" i mumbled while fiddling with my fingers, thinking about
a dream i had a while ago

It was a that kind of dream. A really wild and erotic one. And when i woke up i had a boner.

"then, would you want to have sex with him?" Renjun asked, making me snap out of my thoughts

I gulped "i'm not sure. i'm scared because i've never done anything like that with anyone"

"has Jeno?"

I shrugged my shoulders even though i knew he was a virgin. But that didn't automatically mean he hasn't done stuff.

"why are you even asking all of this stuff?" i asked and he shrugged

"i'm just curious. also i uh- yeah nevermind"

"Renjun, have you done it with someone?" i asked with wide eyes

"what?" he chuckled nervously "i'm not even dating anyone right now"

"do you like someone?"

I smiled as Renjun stayed silent and started to blush. I pinched his cheek.

"who is it? Haechan?"

"pfft, i don't even know him that well"

"who is it then? you have to tell me, i'm your best friend" i whined and he smiled

"you can guess"

"but i don't know! is it me?"

"yes" Renjun said and i stopped breathing for a few seconds

"but i-i'm-"

"i'm just kidding, don't worry" he cut me off and i sighed

"i hate you. but who is it then?"