The ARROGANT and ME [MAFIA SERIES #1]✔

Ika Tatlongpu't Anim

SOME CONTENTS WILL NOT BE SUITABLE FOR THE YOUNG READERS, PLEASE BE OPEN MINDED THAT ALL PARTS OF THIS STORY IS JUST A FICTIONAL

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SYTTON'S POV

It's been 3 days simula ng makatanggap ako ng balita galing sa tatlo.

3 days narin noong nakatanggap ako ng invitation sa school events, they send me via email a pictures and updates tungkol sa nangyaring events.

I'm one of their main stockholder, that's why they're obligated to send me a pictures and updates sa events. Ngayon ko lang ito bubuksan dahil narin sa pagkakabusy sa company.

It's Saturday Morning, my free day. To all my hectic days. I need a f*cking rest for day's.

I combed my hair while the water is dripping to my hand. Kakabagong ligo ko lang ng araw na iyon.

"Hmm..." I busily scroll all the pictures they send to me.

Pictures of kids, teachers and parents sa family day events na ginanap.
As usual no one catched my attention, I lazily sipped my coffee as my daily breakfast in the morning.

They looked so happy and alive, I hope all...

Ang sarap bumalik sa pagkabata, but for me. It's my living hell experienced. Something is missing, I don't know what it is, but I know to deep inside of me something isn't completed.

I don't know why, but when I ready dream about that girl that I dont seeing her face to my dreams. I felt like she's my missing peace.

I know it's cringed, even I don't know if it's my past or just a plain dreams but for me, it's really real. Parang nangyari na ito dati na hindi ko lang maalala.

I know her voice but I completely forgot her face and name.

Who are you?

I continue scrolling all the pictures they send to me. Hanggang sa biglang tumunog ang cellphone ko. I lazily picked it up.

"What?" Bungad ko sa tumawag.

"Boss may balita na kami, tiyak na matutuwa ka." Kiel said sa kabilang linya.

"Really ah? What is it?"

"May lead na kami kung nasaan si Chelly." Halata sa boses nito ang saya sa binalita saakin.

"Good job."

I sighed as a relief sa nalaman. Thank God, nagkaroon na ng lead kung nasaan siya.

F*CKING MISS HER..

SO MUCH

I accidentally hit the another set of pictures the send to me. Tumambad saakin ang mga winners to that events

Pero ang pinaka pumukaw mg atensyon ko ay ang babaeng matagal ko ng hinahanap.

"Chelly.."

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Chelly's POV

So dahil sa pagkakapanalo namin sa family day event na ginanap. Binigyan kami nila ng free vacation ticket sa Palawan, isa itong family accommodation na good for 10 person.

Wow! It's really good timing, binabalak din kase ni Dylan na mag take ng leave sa trabaho. Sinabi niya saakin na he wants to spend his time with me and my kids.

"So amm yayain natin sila buntis?" Kausap ko ngayon si Dylan sa sala.

Kakatapos lang nitong patulugin ang dalawang bata sa taas.

"Why not? Nag take nako ng leave so maybe the another next day pareserve na tayo ng accommodation sa hotel." He slowly hugged his arms to my waist. Magpapacuddle nanaman  ang isang to, matik na.

"Tulog... na... yung mga bata." He kissed my cheeks kada salita niya.

"So?.." I pouted my lips sa narinig.

He chuckles, alam kase niyang alam ko na kung anong pinapahiwatig niya.

"So maybe?.. we can have sexy time?.."

Sexytime? Tsk! Tsk!

"Sexy time? W-what do you mean?hindi ako sumasayaw, so maybe pass ako dyan."

He chuckles to my right ears, he slowly kissing my cheeks. So I turn him to kiss his lips.

Even though we liked this, he didn't force or please me to do that thing. You know what I mean. He really respect me for that.

He told me na kung gagawin namin ang bagay nayun. Sisiguraduhin muna niyang naiharap na niya ako sa altar.

The man who truly respect and loved me...

Gusto ko na siyang sagutin but hindi lang ako maka tyempo ng tama, meron nakong naisip na pakulo.

He will be happy, kung malalaman niya  yun.

"Hmm...mmm." I sneak my arms towards to this neck, supporting our kissing.

Tinugunan rin niya ang halik ko. He support my back as I straddle my weight to his. I leaned him to the couch.

But still....

Even though I kissed him.

I still remembered him...

The one who hurt me multiple times..

I stopped the kissed, I saw him stop too that's why i stared his face.

He knew kung anong naisip ko, that's why he slowly place me on the couch.

"You okey? I'm sorry, I didn't mean-"

Bago pa niya matapos ang sasabihin ay pinigilan ko na siya.

"No, don't say sorry. I j-just can't."

He path my back as I slowly became emotional, I just can't truly take actions without flashing back all the memories in my past with HIM.

Sytton...

The man who makes me felt I will not be enough.

The one who makes me felt that Im just some hooker girl.

The one who makes me felt that I'm just a nobody.

How pitiful I am?

I even pleaded him to keep me, but he ignored my pleading.

"Shhh... stop crying baby.. I'm here, I'm sorry." He caressed my cheeks to swipe my tears.

"D-dapat nga ako yung mag s-sorry sayo, I c-cant let go my past. I'm s-sorry Dylan."

He hugged me tight into his chest, as I hugged him back I fully realized that I will not be truly free if I will not let go all my bad memories...

Letting go means

Settling yourself free, free to all chaos who chained you in the past.

It's doesn't mean na kung maglelet go ka talo ka, may mga bagay lang talagang kailangan na nating I let go para sa ikagagaan ng sarili natin.

You're truly brave, for letting go those memories who just pulling you down to  your present self

Siguro nga, ayun na ang kailangan ko.

I'm letting you go Sytton...

I'm sorry....

Author's note

Huhu bye #TeamSyChel 😭😭😭

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