The ARROGANT and ME [MAFIA SERIES #1]✔

Ika Apatnapu't Lima

SYTTON'S POV 

What if I dont pushed her that time?

Are we still going to work the relationship we had that time?

Or maybe this time, she carried the babies I wanted to have?

BULLSHIT!

All consequences of an action will be faced after doing it, you can't state the fact that everybody regretted their actions afterwards facing it's delima. 

Like me.

I regretting everything I did to her. I'm not thinking right and maximizing the situations correctly. And here I am! My own guilt and regrets is know killing me.

FLASHBACK

I go that day with the three, para mabagsakin ang kampo ng kalaban. Someone told me that Fatima and Thonny was there so not thinking twice I go without hesitation.

"Boss baka pain lang ito saatin?" Kiel said to me.

Hindi ako nakinig sakanya, even the twin suggested na huwag ng tumuloy, but for me,  I believed to myself. As a boastful person, it's not my thing na atrasan ang hamon ng kabila.

Dala dala ang mga mamalakas na kalibre ng baril at kasama ang tatlo ay sinugod namin ang kampo nila.

Hindi ako nagpaalam kay Chelly sa araw na iyon.

As we got there, we had a plan  about how were going to get inside the abandoned buildings. We know that it will be not easy, as the high end group's of mafias were here too.

We go inside with a plan in our mind. Killing here, there and everywhere with my quiet skills in killings. 

I killed lots and lots, bloods of them made me alive sa bagbakang kinasasadlakan ngayon. Basang basa ang damit ko na suot ng dugo ng kalaban, hindi alintana ang mabahong amoy ng dugo na lalo pang nagpagana saakin para patayin sila at pabagsakin.

As I got in to the main room where Fatima and Thonny where tied on a chair and muzzled with their mouths. I saw Thonny gave me pity looked looking for my help. SHIT! My baby! 

Agad na nagpumiglas si Fatima sa pagkakaupo ng makita ako nitong pumasok sa loob.

"Hmmmmppp!! Hmmp!" She violently did a movements.

I didn't think twice again, dali dali ko silang kinalagan sa pagkakatali but before I ever layed my hand to them.

Someone shoot  bullets to my place. Mabilis ko itong iniwasan pero kahit na ganun ay may dumaplis na bala sa noo ko at tagilirang tiyan. Shit! I'm really tired know as I killed lots of their men.

"Agh!" Inda ko 

"HAHAHAHA so how's the party? Did you liked it Sytton? Tsk! Tsk! Your life will be end here, Our life will be end here! HAHAHAHA samahan ninyo ako sa impyerno. Kung saan may katungkulan kana Denovan. Isama mo rin yang Walang kwenta mong asawa at ang anak mong mamatay na. HAHAHAHHA" He's using a voice maker and a mascara, to hide his  personality to me.

But I know who is he Tsk!

He wants to die? okey Im willingly to do it for him.

But beforehand I do any actions, isang malakas na pasabog ang naganap!

SHIT! FATIMA! THONNY!

Sila ang patuloy na nasa isip ko ng mga panahong iyon.

My visions got blurred because of the bombing happened.

I WANT FATIMA TO COMEBACK WITH ME FOR THE SAKE OF THONNY, MY SON.

I love Fatima  I really do but when she cheated me while we're just a newly married, pinalampas ko. For the sake of my son, I'm willingly to forgave her. 

Pero lahat ng iyon ay nagbago when I already met Chelly, the first woman who f*cking got my whole system. I'm going to get crazy if something will happened to her.

I saw their  bloodily body laying to the ground. Dali dali ko silang kinalagan at itinakbo sa labas.

"WHERE'S THE CAR? SHIT!"

Silver drove the car towards to the near hospital. Please just hold on! We're near.

Kiel and Gold were still there to clean the mess. They know what going to do.

Sinugod sila sa ER ng hospital, the doctor said they both 50/50 in critical condition.

My mind was in f*cking mess, the nurse help us to get rid our wounds. my body is on paralyzed stage, wala akong maramdaman na sakit. 

"I'm sorry, we did our best but the patient didn't recovered." 

Fatima didn't take it, the doctors said She already dead while being taken to the hospital dahilan narin ng pagkawala ng maraming dugo.

I'm still believing that time that Thonny will take it but the doctor said it was really critical. 

I go home with messy mind, at napagbuntungan ko si Chelly.

"SYTTON! Tinatanong ko kayo, saan ba kayo nagpunta? Bakit may benda ka sa ulo?" Bungad nito saakin

"Its not your business."I just only says 

But hindi ako nito nilubayan. 

She tried to help me with my bandage but I am totally fck up as shit!

"I DON'T NEED YOU HERE!! UMALIS KANA. FEEL FREE TO HAVE YOUR FCKING FREEDOM NOW!" I shouted to her saka nilisan ang lugar na iyon.

I dont even think that time to say that all at her.

I drunk myself for days, tumagal kaming walang kibuan. Kinakausap ako nito but for me I can't even stare at her.

One day I went home drunk and that day that was the first time we make love.

But it will not be fairytale ends

Cause I pushed her away 

That night knows how painful to saw the girl you love begging you and pleased you just to keep her.

"P-please.. S-sytton, I'm begging you. Dont do this to me." She shuttered to me.

Basang basa na ito ng ulan sa kinasasadlakan niyang lupa, tears flowing to her beautiful face while begging to me.

"I just used you, that's all. Nakuha ko na ang gusto ko. Nagamit na kita, you just worthless now. Leave, hanggat nasa katinuan pa ako." I said in a cold voice not minding how painful it was for me to said it to her.

I gave her a check money consisting of enough money for herself. But she didn't get it.

Habang inaalalayan ito ni Nanang patayo, ay nanginginig ito sa lamig, I want to hugged her that time and keep her to my warm hands. I'm really sorry Chelly. It's for the betterment of you.

SHIT!

AND THAT WAS THE START OF MY HELLISH YEARS WITHOUT HER IN MY HANDS

End of FLASHBACK 

Kiel's gave me the pictures of Chelly from the investigator we hired.

Nakaalis na ito sa Palawan at ngayon ay nasa Laguna na. I want to spend my time with her but I think she dont want it.

Nilayasan niya ako ng walang paalam the day we make. Since that day there's no other way of us to contact each other.

I badly want to, but I think she needs time to fully forgive me, for the everything happened.

Author's note 

So here's the POV of Sytton, kung bakit niya tinulak si Chelly papalayo sa piling niya. Sana naunawaan ninyo siya kung bakit niya iyon ginawa.

Stay tuned for the other revelations

Nasa multimedia yung pic ng kambal when they were just 3 years old, photo not mine credits to pinterest.

Just for the imagination purposes:)

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