The ARROGANT and ME [MAFIA SERIES #1]✔

Ika Apatnapu't Anim

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Chelly's POV

"Let us talk." He said.

I keep ignoring him but he doesn't want to let me go. He just keep following me kahit nakalabas nako ng school.

I'm really thankful because he didn't saw the twins. Sobrang kaba ang naramdaman ko ng bigla nalang siyang sumulpot sa isang gilid.

HELL! IM REALLY PROBLEMATIC!

"I don't want to talk to you, kaya umalis kana." Papatawid na sana ako ng bigla niya ang hinagip sa palapulsuhan ng kamay ko.

"SHIT! DO YOU WANT TO DIE? Wag kang basta bastang tumatawid!" He out his fusion in me.

I faced him para tapatan to, he's wearing his office attire. While he keep his green eyes in me.

"Why do you care?! Sa naaalala ko, wala ka namang pake saakin! Saka I may reminder to you na wala na tayong dapat pang pag usapan pa. Kung ano yung nangyari sa Palawan, hanggang doon nalang yun Sytton. Don't expect na masusundan pa iyon." I voice out my range to him.

I keep myself away from him kahit ilang beses ko na siyang nakasalamuha simula nung nakaalis na kaming Palawan. But he's really persistent to talk with me.

I tried my best para tanggalin ang kamay niya sa pulsuhan ko but its just going tighter.

"You hurting me! Sytton!" I keep to pushed him using my another hands saka pinaghahampas ang dibdib nito.

"Shit! Stop." Saad niya ng kinurot ko ang kamay niya.

Ayaw talaga niyang lumayo saakin kaya't kinuha rin nito ang kabila kong kamay at hinawakan tulad ng ginawa sa isa.

He pulled me into his chest saka niyakap. I smell his addictive scents. Lalo lang nitong dinikit ang ulo ko sa dibdib niya ng tangkain kong alisin ang ulo sa pagkakasubsob dito.

"Shh, just for the mean time. Stay with me."

When I begged you to stay? Did you stay with me? No you didn't.

Even though I pushing him away, deep down I know that I want him to stay again in my side.The way we used to be.

Pero iba na ngayon, I need to think twice bago siya pag katiwalaan ulit. I'm still doubting his presence, I'm still doubting myself if I will not going to fall again.

Paano nalang ako?

Paano nalang if yung pinapakita niyang ito ay naka plano? Naka plano para saktan ako ulit.

Buo nako eh, okey nako nung umalis siya.

AT OKEY NA KAMI NG WALA SIYA.

Dylan is there for me.

Dylan is ALWAYS there for me, not like him.

Dapat si Dylan nalang ang minahal ko, dapat si Dylan nalang siya.

I didn't know that I'm crying again in his arms. Bakit tuwing kasama ko siya, lagi nalang ako umiiyak?

Puro sakit lang ang dadalhin niya saakin.

Sasaktan nanamn niya ako at iiwan.

"I want you to understand my side too. Let me explain..." I heard his begging voice. He keep his hands to my head while patting my hair para amuin akong tumigil na sa pagiyak.

"Okey..."

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We're here in his private property kung saan namin napiling mag usap. He doesn't like to talk in public places.

He explained to me his side, kung bakit niya ako tinulak at pinilit na palayuin ang loob ko sakanya.

That's why

That's why he want me to leave his side. Because he doesn't want me to be in his situations. He did it because of me.

But my greatest concern is why he doesn't tell me first, why he doesn't explained to me his situation before he deciding to pushed me away. I can't believed yung nangyari sakanya.

His first wife died,

meron silang anak at kasalukuyan itong nag u-undergo ng treatment sa ibang bansa.

I can't believe na lahat ng iyon ay nahandle niya. Nang hindi ako kasama, he can share it to me, he can lean in me. But he chose to faced it by himself.

I want to explained my side too, I want him to know lahat ng pinagdaan ko nung iniwan niya ako. Lahat, lahat... but I just keep quiet while listening to him.

"That's the reason, why you pushed me away. Now I know...."

"Y-yeah.. I hope you understand, Chelly. It's been 7 years I kept it by myself."

He has a son with Fatima, inako niya ito.

But he doesn't know he has sons to me too...

They need him too but I choose not to tell him. I need time.

"C-can we go back again? I want you back, Chelly. I really do baby... please"

I just stare him with my own two eyes, wondering if we get back together ay magiging maayos ba ang lahat? If magkakabalikan ba kami, matatamasa ko pa ba yung sayang naramdaman ko nung wala siya?

"It's not easy like that, Sy. Even we do something, it will not be the same we want to. I-i already has a boyfriend his name is Dylan."

Pagsisimula ko, pero sa isip isip ko

Need na siguro niyang malaman na may anak din siya saakin. I badly want to tell it to him.

But something inside of me, stopping me to tell it to him.

"I don't care if you have a boyfriend. I want you to back with me. I want you again, baby ghorl...."

That was the first time again I heard that...

My eyes got big as I heard it again, after 7 years. Our call sign back then...

"Haha, you still remember that call sign? I almost forgot it, baby boi..." Nakangisi ko siyang tinitigan at pinanood na magbago ang expression ng mukha niya.

He sighed, he took and hold my hand resting on the table.

"I miss you, calling me that one. Baby ghorl.." he husky said while kissing my hand.

DUG DUGDUG DUG DUGDUG

I can't breathe normally again, my heart is pounding crazy in my ribcage. I lost for words while enjoying the view and feeling of him with me again.

Dylan..

Agad kong inagaw ang kamay ng maalala ko siya. I can't be with him. Dylan...

Is this cheating? Because I'm with him again.

We even reached the border line ng hindi alam ni Dylan. I can't imagine, I'm cheating behind him.

He doesn't deserve it.

"G-gusto ko na umuwi." Agad akong nagyayang umuwi.

I dont want to be with him anymore

If it's called cheating then

I won't gonna go with him again.

Dylan doesn't deserves it...

Author's note

Nasa multimedia yung pic ng kambal when they were just 6 months old.
That photo is not mine credits to Pinterest, I just edited their eyes to be green colored😊

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