Wild Baleigh love 2️⃣☑️

25. I hate my life

Ballice's POV

"Hey bro!" Jelton calls, rather too loud for my liking, annoying me.

"Why are you shouting?" I frown.

"I've called you more than three times and it seems like you're not with us. You've been too lost for the past two days of our practice. What's wrong?" He asks taking a seat next to me.

Our band started being active again, immediately after new year Christmas. I just joined the others three days later since it was a daily practice. I was getting agitated as days moved, more like loosing my mind. Accepting the fact that Kellane wasn't part of my everyday life, it wasn't easy and even now it's not easy. I just can't wrap it around my head.

So I decided to do something to keep my mind off her, composing songs for our band and also playing guitar almost all of my free time.

My phone became my enemy since it reminds me of her; our calls, our perverted chats, her pictures, our pictures... Everything about her comes resurfacing when I have my phone with me.

"Of course! Why ask?"

"I wish you can see yourself, you have creases all over your forehead, you seem to be deep in thoughts, so tell me, what's eating your mind?" He looks worried and I force a light chuckle.

" You're the one who should see yourself right now, I'm okay Jelton." I prompt patting him on his shoulder.

" You miss your princess, don't you?"

"I don't know what you are talking about."

" Then why can't you look me in the eye." I know he's smirking now.

I snort.

" I'm planning on joining college as soon as I can, I'm going for the January intake, can't wait for September intake." I finally look at him.

" Why hurry?"

" I've got nothing important to do. I need to be occupied." I reply.

" Morgan suggested that too, I think it's a good idea but how are we going to keep our band live then?"

" We have summer and Christmas holidays for that."

He looks down a little too long without saying a word and finally he looks up at me,

"Which university?"

"Maybe Julliard or New York school of drama, anyway... I'm still thinking about a school..." I

" Something to do with television broadcasting still?" He asks.

" Yup."

" I think I should also go for January intake. September seems way too far." He chuckles.

"You have time to think about that. The girls are coming back." I point towards the girls who are coming towards us. They've been taking their lunch.

We still do our practice at Morgan's place.

"Hey boys." Tiffany starts once she gets closer. " Where's Dubel and Morgan?" She asks looking around.

" Probably fooling somewhere." I roll my eyes.

"Yeah sure, what if I tell you Kellane is doing the same thing wherever she is." She rolls her eyes back looking annoyed, Cam nudges her an elbow making her retaliate back with a pinch.

What's with her today?

But that, just that statement from her made me shut up. I can't picture kellane fooling with someone, but then again, she can. Firstly because we aren't a thing, she got looks and everything a boy could want. So that's simply inevitable.