Guess mine is not the first heart broken
My eyes are not the first to cry
I'm not the first to know
There's just no getting over you
The boys had been begging Penny to join them in the studio forever, she'd agreed before... Before her moment with him...
Penelope sighed as she brushed her hair, thinking of the event of the previous week; she had to go soon, she needed to go back home, to Dannie, Pete and Steven.
I know I'm just a fool who's willing
To sit around and wait for you
" Hello, Margret Speaking?"
" You don't know how good it is to hear your voice..."
Margie: Penny?
Penny: Margie...
Margie: Bloody hell, sweetie what's wrong?
Penny: I fucking hate him Margie.
Margie: Macbeth?
Penny: Why do you have to call him that!
Margie: It's an old habit Penny, is it Dave?
Penny: It's him Margie... I can't do this anymore-
Margie: Penny...
Penny: He came over last week, he- we-
Margie: Did you two-
Penny: No, I managed to turn myself back.
Margie: So you didn't even kiss?
Penny: No, I couldn't- If- If we had... Margs I wouldn't of been able to stop myself...
Margie: Why did you stop yourself?
Penny: I'm going back Margie... I-
Margie: You haven't even allowed yourself to have another boyfriend... If you think that's normal to let a break up that happened five years still effect you-
Penny: I can't go through-
Margie: You and Steven- My gosh you two were so perfect for each other... You could of had something so special, but you- You stopped yourself because of him-
Penny: No I di-
Margie: That man worships the ground you walk on Penny, I'd kill for that! Steven loved you and you threw it away because you still weren't over Dave- And I get that it had only been about ten months but Penny you could of had Steven anytime over these last five years...
Penny: I didn't-
Margie: I seriously believe that you were beginning to fall in love with him as well but you- You still chose Dave, when you couldn't have him...
Penny: I loved him...
Margie: Penelope Rosanna Murphy you still love him... You never stopped and neither did he.
Penny: I-
Margie: You could get Rod to transfer you to the North London department, you could stay with your dad till you get a flat. Go get him Penny.
Penny: I can't leave-
Margie: Or you could move on, return to Cambridge and have beautiful babies with Steven!
" I need to go"
" Are you going to see him?"
But baby, can't you see there's nothing else for me to do?
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Alone Again (Naturally)
FanfictionPenelope Rosanna Murphy has never had an easy life. A rough start by losing her mother, her Fathers breakdown and packing up for a new life at 11. Will life-long best friends Ray and Dave Davies be enough when she returns from boarding school to mak...
